Day 8

[susanzach]

Hey everyone,

Well I made it thru the 1st week. Hooray!!! I STILLL HAVE THE BLUES/NO INTEREST FOR ANYTHING!!!!!
Oh. . . . Whoops Gnome Town on Facebook appears to be my latest addiction.
Have gone to 2 meetings such far/and another tonight. THEY HELP SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
I know I need to get some exercise as THAT ALWAYS HELPS ME. . . .just got to "DO IT"""" Please pray I can get some interest in things back. . . . I sell advertising for a living and have Not Done @#@# this week. My boss is NOT going to be happy. . . . but it is like I really don't care!! I absolutely hate the job and the only reason i am doing it. . . is for Health insurance. I live in the middle of nowhere. . . . there are no decent jobs here. . . . I have looked for a year. it looks like I may have to move back to "the Cities" and commute. . . . That will not be healthy for my marriage but I don't know what else to do right now.

Thanks Everyone!!!

[susanzach]

Oh i sure Did!!!
i actuaally help run a Celebrate Recovery Group. . . . . I came clean on Monday and asked if They felt it might be best for me to step down from my duties. They said : No. . . . I seemed more real now, and that with my honesty came hope for them. It was 1 of the hardest things I had to do. . . . But It went according to to God's Plan!!!!
I attended an NA Womens meeting last night and met a really cool person. . . . so THAT WAS A GOOD THING!!!!
I also attend meetings on wednesdays, so it looks like I get to do this "Confession Thing" 1 more time.
Ahhhh. . . . BUT THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE!!!
How are you doing????

[ricart70]

great job susan!!   Just keep it up and you will be better before you know it.
You are doing great.So did you tell the aas about everything?