Thanks guys. Deep, deep, in my heart, I know you are all correct! I know tabs were not made for depression but i used them for that b/c I didn't worry about stuff as much when I had hydrocodone running thru my system.
you cannot afford NOT to do something. I had no money when my addiction turned ugly, but i had friends who stepped up and one who appeared out of nowhere to help me get professional help. The fog created by usage lifted right away and the anxiety eased. depression is still here but it is not incapacitating; i am able to handle other aspects of my life. get your head fixed first then you can attend to other things in your life : sex drive, your cysts, your entertainment. love and be loved, dunc874
Even if it is the drugs that still is a medical problem. It sounds like you are stressed and depressed. And I am willing to bet that you should consider your relationship with the tabs as history. A lot of us started using the hydro as an antidepressant.......but they werent made for that and they arent good for it. Find something else to occupy yourself with besides the tabs and have a depression work up done. If you do need an anitdepressant it will make a huge difference within a couple weeks......... Do this now before you get any deeper into the tabs........
daisy699 said it just right, i could not have said it better. It does sound to me as if you might be dealing with depression, but that even makes your addiction more dangerous, because as addicts when we are depressed we tend to wanna use. You need to quite the pills and work on the depression, good luck girl. I will be praying 4 u
Hi Leann I'm sorry to hear that your feeling this way! Yes you very well could be depressed but I would gaurantee your addiction is starting to get you down the pills aren't working or doing what they used to for you and that's when addiction can turn VERY ugly that's when most addicts step up their addiction by taking more or turning to something stronger (that's what I did) be very careful! I would suggest going to a therapist be completely honest and get a professional opinion b4 u get any deeper into this!!!