Sara, that means a lot to me! I'm glad someone has confidence in me. I sure don't right now. I almost feel like it would have been easier to relapse today, at least from the aspect of "having it over with" and not dreading that feeling staying around for another day. I don't think I can handle it again tomorrow. BUT.....I know that I can in the end. I'm usually just a really positive person, but for some reason, I am having really negative emotions about this. Why would I assume that tomorrow will be as bad as today? I'm not sure what is happening with me right now. Uggghhhhh.....ANNOYING FEELING!
I guess this has just not fallen apart yet, and maybe right now I'm afraid it's going to??? My sponsor is expecting a call from me in the morning. She wanted me covered first thing in the morning in case I have a rough night!
I guess we will see! : )
Thank you Mark and Suni! Love to you both! Thanks for the support right now and always when I need it!!
When these cravings come out like this is zaps us emotionally and just plain drains us. Tomorrow is a new day tram and when you wake up and look around you will feel a whole lot better. You will call your sponsor and give her the good news that you made it thru!!! Wont that be a good feeling to start your day!!!
yeah, you are afraid of the experience... but those are fears and fears are not facts, tram... you will pull through this....we all have confidence in you :) be sure of this and don't be scare now....build up your confidence again. The last huge cravings i had were on christmas .... i have spent months with anxiety and stress and just when i was feeling better zassss.....they came and went away and haven't had more .. so don't be scared now :)
Tram, i will be here as long as you need me to be......I am the forum "bat"!!!(probably in more ways than one!!!)
LOL at you being a bat....you do keep some late hours