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I'm sorry to hear you relapsed but don't beat yourself up over it. It is NOT easy for ANYONE to get off drugs so you're not alone. I was taking 8-10 norco + 40-80mg oxycontin every day and I detoxed cold turkey a month ago...I know how bad it feels. I felt like I was literally dying, but I kept reminding myself that I wasn't. Its what everyone feels like when they detox. That just goes to show you how poisonous these pills really are. You gotta remind yourself that its not going to be comfortable but you CAN get through it. Everyone keeps telling you that you gotta do this for yourself and I agree with them, BUT you also have to do this for your kid(s)! Continuing to take the pills is selfish...your family needs you! You also need your own self back! Once you get through a few days of feeling cruddy, you will feel amazing. I felt born again, free, like I was seeing the world for the first time. You have to tough it up and be strong...for yourself, your children, your husband, and the rest of your family.
breathe Lynn..just breathe. call rhe detox center and go back. they are used to this sort of stuff. if you get the help you need then .ps will work with u. if it comes down to that. Lynn you haven't done anything that someone else has done. right now you've got to take care of u. i will be praying for you.i think you need to go back to rehab. yes its expensive..but your life is worth it. honey how in the heck did you find some pills? were they left over or did you score some? it dosent matter really...i want you to talk...keep posting. why did you take them so fast? what's going on? you need to open up and get this out of you...sometimes the hardest thing is letting go...hugs
Damn gnarly I didn't think of cps. That's my worst fear oh my god. What do I do? Call the detox center and ask to come back? That'll be another 3000 dollars. I can't get her taken. Now in scared shytless. It's 1 here do u think Ivan call them now and say I am not strong enough to be home and messed up. I can have cps involved I'll just die. I'm so scare now do I think they will call!? I have no more drugs I took it all. And I don't know what to do now. In frwaking out.
Lynn...
I must go to sleep now. Please stay close to the forum and please don't give up. You've come so far...
I am sending you my love and prayers...
Lu
I must go to sleep now. Please stay close to the forum and please don't give up. You've come so far...
I am sending you my love and prayers...
Lu
Lynn.
Do you have any drugs left? If so, get rid of them. You can't change the past but you can choose to come clean and NOT use. Can you go back to treatment? Honestly, doll...You need to be there until you have some clean time. I know you are in pain and struggling so much with missing your daughter-but this is your LIFE and you need to do what you must to save it. You have to believe in yourself and give yourself some time to heal. Your husband has been so open posting on here, and obviously loves you deeply. Please tell him you screwed up and try again. Really, what are your other options? You don't want to go down that dark path Lynn...It will end in total destruction and you know that. The relapse is not irreversible. Please ask for help and get back to working on your recovery. You are not a bad person, you are not hopeless. I believe in you Lynn...Believe in yourself.
Do you have any drugs left? If so, get rid of them. You can't change the past but you can choose to come clean and NOT use. Can you go back to treatment? Honestly, doll...You need to be there until you have some clean time. I know you are in pain and struggling so much with missing your daughter-but this is your LIFE and you need to do what you must to save it. You have to believe in yourself and give yourself some time to heal. Your husband has been so open posting on here, and obviously loves you deeply. Please tell him you screwed up and try again. Really, what are your other options? You don't want to go down that dark path Lynn...It will end in total destruction and you know that. The relapse is not irreversible. Please ask for help and get back to working on your recovery. You are not a bad person, you are not hopeless. I believe in you Lynn...Believe in yourself.
LYNN first off dont quit posting nobody is a lost cause your an addict what ever you do dont go back on the methadone
taper off with the loratabs YOU CAN DO THIS FROM HOME!!!
most of us do weather taper or bite the bullet and C/T but you can be drug free also since you left the program and where getting your drugs illegally there is a good chance cps is going to get involved this is not a game to them they wiill not have a stoned momma caring for a baby you need to get back to that program or find an out pacent program b/4 they take the baby this is just a mess right now cps will work with you if your in a program but not if your notmy advise is march you but bak to the rehab and finish off the detox I will keep you in my prayers may God be with you your friend Mark
taper off with the loratabs YOU CAN DO THIS FROM HOME!!!
most of us do weather taper or bite the bullet and C/T but you can be drug free also since you left the program and where getting your drugs illegally there is a good chance cps is going to get involved this is not a game to them they wiill not have a stoned momma caring for a baby you need to get back to that program or find an out pacent program b/4 they take the baby this is just a mess right now cps will work with you if your in a program but not if your notmy advise is march you but bak to the rehab and finish off the detox I will keep you in my prayers may God be with you your friend Mark
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