I want drugs

[julie1224]

I have been off for a while but i cant get the feeling of wanting more am i just not done with the meds or does everyone feel like this?

[dovecottage]

how can i help you? what are you feeling cravings? do you go to meetings? i have been off opiates so i know it is difficult to do it without support. Glad you are feeling better i was concerned about you.   Dove

[julie1224]

just me again i read on this thread,  what is my drug of choice?  It was pain killers, however been clean from that for a while like 2 months i still crave it though.  on a daily bases i take, ativan2mg 3 times a day,metformin 500mg 2 times a day, geodon 40 mg 2 times a day, crestor, xyrem 3.75g 2 times a night, i take a fish oil pill and vit b 12.  I think if i was off of the xyrem i could do better but i dont sleep!!! at all,  but during the day i'm fine everything is ok.  Its just at night i'm so crazy
Julie

[julie1224]

let me clarify i am on xyrem perscribed to me but it is the same as ghb.  you may be right in saying i'm not me because i that the xyrem at night.  it brings so many negative emotional thing to my head.  right now im sane as i can be and now everything are in prospective.  I have been diagnosed with bipolor, severe anxity, fibromyalgia, narcolepsy. diabeties, and high cholestral.  I also suffer from ressless leg syndrome.  I take all these meds and i still want more.  its not cool.  i have been off narcos for a while so all i'm taking is the xyrem which my very loopy almost like i'm drunk when i take it all my cares go away.  no anxiety i'm loving.  yes I really do want to adopt but your right if u put all my posts all together i sound nutz.  from 830 at night till 9 in the morning i'm a fruit cake.  who knows maybe i am
Julie

[ImDONENoMore]

Everyone here knows what they're talking about Julie - you need to find a treatment center immediately.  This drug is nothing to mess around with when it comes to quitting.  Get that help because it's out there.  Okay?  Please!!!

[sudie58]

julie, i honestly dont think you are yourself at the moment, you say "your on GHB" which as you know is very dangerous! and you answered another thread saying you "were looking for a baby to adopt"!  either you need help badly or your not taking this seriously at all. please take heed of what others are telling you.

[vicki595]

Julie-- GHB is so dangerous,illegal and will really mess with you!  The withdrawals are very harsh.  I think your situation is pretty acute because you say you'd take anything and this drug does not mix well with others!  It's often deadly....

Find an in patient facility in your area but first tell someone about this,okay?