36 days clean yeehaaaa

[stilltrying1965]

I am 36 days clean today,Itsbeen one lonh hard battle but one i know im winning. Every day i dont use is a step towards my recovery. When i realapsed the last time i thought if i dont do it this time ill end up dead. But Kim helped me so much as did my friends on Mh.The trouble at my door made me hit my bottom It was not a nice thing to happen but now im sort of glad it did as it hanged my whole outlook on the heroin scene.I know i done the hard work but without my friends here on Mh i dont think i would ever have been able to do this. I also know this is my last chance cos if i dont do it this time i will die a drug addict but that just wont happen this time.Its so hard and gets harder every time i go through the w/ds so this is it, i want my freedom and intend to get it whatever it takes. But i do feel a lot better this time and know i can do it iv never wanted somthing so much in my life, and my friends at Mh have made this posible failure is not an option. Im proud of myself Kim,s proud of me & my family are proud of me. I will also say one thing every note or pm i get helps me to be more determind to sucseed this time i would like to thank my friends at mh and my close friends i could have never done it without you. Thanks again guys ......James

[stilltrying1965]

Lizzie lou,Vicki, tramhater,cleanmom,kc,Corey,gnarly,Letakos,pharms merrymaria,taperme,sara,sophishine,refusingbondage,mecheletx,maryjanel
Thank youallsomuch forwithout you guys i wldnever have come so far im nowenjoying my new clean life again thank you my friends.Each and every oneof you.From my heart .I love you guys.....James

[SophieShine]

Hey James! What a great post Hun', YOU ROCK!!!

Sending you tons of hugzzzzz, take care and give a huge kiss to your sweet wife for me.
xoxoxo. sophie.

Did you see you had your 5 stars? lmao

[stilltrying1965]

I wld like tothank each and every one of you guts from my heart, and i really do mean this. For without your help,support, enouragement and a lot of notes and pm,s i could never have done this without ya.So i wish to thank you all for your tremendious imvolvment in helping me personaly to stay clean. Each and every one of ya desserve a speacial thanke as i know without you guys i wld have failed. Now failure is not an option never. MY life, wife children and my family deserve better and better they will get. Know one know person will ever push me back into active addiction. It has took me one hell of a fight to get this far and i wont let anyone take that from me. The mind is one very powerful tool in the battle against addiction, one i truley beleive im winning. Thank you all so much you guys really truly rock again thank you all so much i wont ever forget the help you all gave to me ,,,,,,,James

[maryjanel]

WOW James!  I am so happy for you and your sobriety!  It is truly inspirational to read your posts.  Please tell Kim I pray for her and her health. Love to you from Pittsburgh!
MJ

[micheleTX]

James my british friend :)  I am so very very proud of you.  I can only imagine how hard it was for you to get off that crap and stay off.  You are doing so well, congratulations on 36 days!!!  I am gonna do my little Texas two step here for ya, boots and cowboy hat and all that lol :)

Every time I vacuum now, I think of you.  I think "Im hoovering" just like James did lol...

The best of the world to you and to Kim, I hope she is feeling soo much better too...
Life is such a blessing and sometimes we don't realize that until we are so far down and have to crawl back up to find it again...you've done that!!

Have a great weekend over there, enjoy some sunshine if you have it!!

[refusingbondage]

James James James!!  That is fantastic.. 36 days is a BIG DEAL!!! Keep it up, fight just as hard carry on!

[SophieShine]

Yeeeeeeeehah James!!! Oooooooh you made my day!!! Awesome job my friend!!! Happy dancing in Amsterdam for you!!! I'm all dressed up tho! lol
Sending you SUNSHINE over the Channel and sooooooo manyy hugs for you aaaaaand Kim, don't ya forget her now ya hear!
xoxoxo. sophie.

[10356]

lol he thinks he is !! :))

[dominosarah]

always has to be a comedian in the crowd!!!  LOL

[10356]

sara gary said he wants pics lol

[dominosarah]

Oh He!! ya!!!  Congrats on your clean time!!!  Now we are going to do the happy dance right in the middle of the road, with just my nail polish, Minnesota style!!!!  

Congrats to you both!!!            sara

[taperme]

Congrats James! You are doing an awesome job. I keep trying to catch up to you, but I guess I never will! Oh well, what is a few days between friends? :)
I'm very proud of you!

[merrymaria]

hello james...congrats to you...may all your days be free and wonderful, something that each and everyone of us deserves....this is how life should be....not controlled by anything or anyone...Keep listening to neil....God loves you and so do i....maria :) :)

[pharma9]

James....you are doing a superb job and thank you for the uplifting message.
There will be ups and downs in your life ,but nothing will be as bad as being on the drugs.
You ROCK

[10356]

Whoo Hoo James :)) 36 days.. this girl could not be Happier our Prouder for someone.. I'm grateful you survived your bottom James.. and your attitude lately has left me with a big ole silly grin on my face many times !! it is amazing the power of our mind when we use it to benefit ourselves :)) You know I love you and your spunky wife too lol Big hugs for both of you !! letakos

[gnarly_1]

hey James glad to here  your kicking a$$ your going strong now keep up the good work
you can never let your guard down but your attitude rocks this time around and thats a big help let go and let God has been my motto for a wile...learn to lean on him in your weakness he is strong and can and will deliver you of this good luck and God bless..Gnarly  

[corey411]

Congrats James, We're doing it!!! So proud of you<3

[kc156]

Seems it has been a HELL of a battle for you,but you are on track.Good luck to ya from Canada.                     Karl

[cleanmom]

Oh yaaaaay!!!! Im so proud of you James, i know we all are. Keep fighting every day like its day one though!! You are making it this time James, i just know it, i feel it, i see it! You have your very own personal cheering squad right here. This just puts a huge smile on my face James, i hope you know it! And i know Kim is feeling everything we are for you right now and more, she must be ecstatic! Big shout out, tons of love, tons of hugs, tons of kisses, tons of stay strong prayers all coming your way from New Hampshire, USA!!
One of your Bestest MH Friends,
Jacky xoxoxo
P.S. Give tons of kisses, hugs and love to Kim too for me!

[stilltrying1965]

Vicki thank you for all your support and msg,s of encouragmeny i ould not have done this without your help Thank you so much Vicki ,,,,,James

Tramahater Thank you also my friend as iv said i could not have done this without my friends at Mh for that i thank you so much ,,,,,, James

[LeaAnn807]

Awesome, James!  When I first came on here you were in the hospital, and everyone was worried about you!  

Congrats on a job well done!  Keep fighting!!

TH

[vicki595]

"Love is a many splendored thing"...

...Can't survive without it !!   So happy and proud of you,friend!

Love to you and "Spitfire"~
Vicki

[stilltrying1965]

you know my battle stations are well maned this time round Lizzie and im kiking a$$no doubt about it .iv never been so upbeat about kicking my heroin habit this time im the winner Thanks Lizzie ....James

[LIZZIE LOU]

~~~HaPpY FaCe~~~

keep on keeping on...man the battle stations and kick some a$$