Im reading my past

[mred2]

By any means am I a preacher. Ive been clean from snorting 15 roxies a day among anything I got my hands on. herion, aderol. oxys,perks you name it! I pawned my jewerly, I even had a dyfus case. I have 2 beauitful boys that looking at them everyday was enough to stop. By the grace of god, I got down onb my knees serendered and prayed for help. I go to a NA meeting everyday and a outpatient program 3 days a week . My 30 days clean I caqme home to dyfus sitting on my porch to tell me my case was closed. So anyone out there who thinks the can beat this alone, your one of a kind. I had to use suboxone in the begining cause the heavy dose I was taking, But I did it. But I was lucky to have a addict as a boyfriend, tho hes clean and doesnt go to meetings, he stuck by my side after stealing 30k from him and pawning my engagement ring and every piece of jewerly hes purchased me in the last 5 years.
There is hope, you gotta want it and and need to be ready to change just about everything in your life!?!
good luck all

[Punkinhead75]

Congrats on the clean time.  Willingness to do what it takes and then doing it is an amazing thing.  Keep up the Good work.  God Bless!!!!

[chico1969]

Aaaaah - thanks.  Different anagrams here in Canada.

[onthefence]

DYFS= division of youth and family services NJ.

other states have other names for these goverment agencies

DHS,=midwest
CSD,=west
AFDC,=west

from what i have witnessed...

[worried878]

Congrats!  30 days is huge//u r very fortunate to have somone in your life who understands addcition as welll

30 days is a drop in the bucket compared to eternity

for sure

u gotta want it///but this diseaee doesnt go away just cos u quit..im sure u know this
It will haunt u in the weakest and most stressful times in ur life..it will try to come out again and totally rule ur life//thos u kow as well

BE safe//take care///and post if u feel weak...and remember it is ok to feel weak  (:

[gnarly_1]

HEY congrats on 30 days clean....and the willingness to change what needed changing in your life...stick with your aftercare N/A is a great recovery plan stick around to help others
good luck and God bless......Gnarly

[ang_811]

congrats to u on ur clean time. it only gets better. always have faith and hope and u will get far in this... good luck to ya and sending u my positive vibes..... : )

[chico1969]

Sorry - what is a dyfus case?  Congrats on 30 + days - that's amazing!

[shiningstar500]

Great to hear how you were able to get yourself clean. I wish you the best and happy you are staying clean!

[dominosarah]

You are so very right, you have to want to get and stay clean above everything else.  Congrats on your clean time and your recovery care.  I would be lost without mine....sara

[laurel453]

welcome here and congrats on your clean time and on changing your life :) all the best!!