Its official. Day 6.

[throwindatowl]

I made it to day six. ct from 120mg roxis. I made it through friday night. Im tired. YEAH!!! I cant wait to sleep. It was so worth it. I cant wait a week is only a day away. If your thinking about quiting or in the middle somewhere. Just go for it. You can do it. They say things get better each day. Today id have to say me feeling so tired and being 100 percent straight is the best feeling in the world! Goodnight...

[throwindatowl]

I actuallly started meetings about a month ago. I used and continued to go to meetings. Strange I know. It was only for about a week. I felt so bad and guilty. Is that unheard of no. Im so glad I continued to go even though I was using. The meetings got me to quit and gave me alot of motivation. I want that 30 day key tag sooo bad. Had I not messed up Id be getting it this wenesday night. I wont cheat. I started over with my clean time. Id only be cheating myself. I look forward to my mtgs. You just never know whos gonna give some inspiration to make it through tough times. Last week I was on day 3 of quiting and didnt feel like going. I made myself go. A girl there was giving a token to her sponser who had 17 years clean!!! Real motivation!!

[IBKleen]

Congrats! Day 6 is awesome!! Sleep is usually the last thing to return so you are lucky.

So when do you start the meeting a week for a year? I am anxious to see you start the healing process with your support group!

[Wolfmedicine]

Hmmm.....

$80.00 to get normal.  For how long?  A day, maybe two?  That stinks.  And what's even better over time it's exponential.  At some point it would be $160 to get normal, then $320 and so it goes.  Not to mention what happens to your body and the company your required to keep.  And the money comes from where?..........

[throwindatowl]

Sleep...OMG. I never thought Id say this. I got a good nights sleep. No drug dreams. No waking up every 20 minutes. Stomach is almost normal. Mentals pretty good. No negitive things to say about giving those stupid pills up. Only two weeks ago I remember what I did Saturday morning. Called my dealer who lives about 45 mins away. Drove all the way to his house to get stuff. Gave him 15 bucks a pill. Left about 80 bucks lighter. Was broke til Monday. I remember I didnt get high. I just didnt get sick. All that trouble just to not get sick. Not today. Thanks everyone for your support. It really means alot to me. From the bottom of my heart...

[worried878]

Congrats on your clean time!

Hope you get a good nights sleep

[gnarly_1]

Hey dude congrats on day 6 you on your way now....sleep will return in not a good one to ask when I came off methadone and it was 2 friggin mo for me but most come around in a couple of weeks just hang in there work a program to stay clean and everything else will take care of itself good luck and God bless......Gnarly

[dominosarah]

Sleep well throwin~~~Congrats on 6 days!!