I finally got the courage to tell my husband.

[Cissy373]

I told him awhile ago and truly that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do..........he didn't yell or anything but he's very quiet. He said he was afraid I would do something to myself while he was gone, and I told him that would never happen as I have too much to live for.

Thank goodness I told him, now that weight is off my shoulders and I told him I needed his support in this and that I can't do it alone.

I told him everything, didn't hold anything back. Thank you all so much for all you've done to help me and I know I have to go through those horrid WD's all over again..........I need a swift kick in my patoot.

Cissy.

[Cissy373]

Thank you so much for your encouragement and support it helps a lot. I am so sick tonight with the WD's why I put myself through this is crazy.

I am going to bed.........I just feel so bad.

Cissy

[Cissy373]

I needed the kick in the patoot, but today I am going through the WD's and feel so bad. My husband is better today, he's talking more I just don't think he understands to what degree I am addicted as he is scared of my giving up the pills as he sees the pain I am in.

Cissy

[worried878]

u dont need any kix in the bu11 girl!  u did a wonderful and courageous thing by telling him...u  just dont know how many huge -steps forward u just took by doing that!

I would bet on u to win..course i lose sometimes at the dogtrack...but dogs cant really control their minds like we can..you have got this girl!  Let us know when to celebrate  the one week mark!!!!

[NautyOne]

Sending One Swift Kick for the Patoot For Cissy !!! ........lol, sorry, I couldn't resist.  

Hey, cissy....I am really happy to hear that you talked to your hubby.  I am a little concerned that he is "not talking".........

I wish you well, girly............

Luv,
Nauty.............

[Cissy373]

Thank you and boy was it difficult, and I am proud that I did it as I feel such a relief that I am not in this alone. Thank God for all of you, and this forum.

I truly admire the one's of you that have a lot of clean time under your belt's.

Cissy

[salsinator]

What you di was a very difficult thing, you should be proud of yourself.  You are in the right place here and you will continue to get support.  Take things one day at a time.