Need advice....

[Addictchick_1983]

Tonight I struggle. My husband does not know the severity of my addiction... And if he does, he hasn't brought it up. Tho I'm about to be in hell... Tomorrow being day three. I need to buckle dwn and tell him the truth. Its so hard cause we never know how people will react. But I know he loves me... And will have my back... But I'm scared to see his dissapointment. Ugh... I been avoiding this a long time.

[Jerry198]

By this weekend you will feel much better it takes time to get back to normal on all fronts so just go one hour or day at a time and this will pass best wishes and great job thus far.

[Addictchick_1983]

Thank you-!! I'll pray for you also! Its definitely a rough day.... Gggrrrr. I wish my mind had more control. And I think I'm wrking myself up over it. The mind can only do so much when we have done so much damage. Addiction is definitely my hardest battle in life. Ugh. I just keep telling myself you got this... And you want this!!! And push thru hour by hour.

[VICourageous]

Can you go for a walk out in the sun?? Maybe Read or Watch a good Movie. Do you have a Friend who does not use to call. It is so hard to live in our own Head when we are Balancing Back. Support is a must in my opinion right now. That stinken thinken can really get to you!

Hold on Tight!
Bless

[ImInAwe]

I am right there with you, Addictchick.. My brain keeps wanting something.... I feel too miserable to move, but too restless to stay still! I'll be praying for you, and I wish I could tell you what to do... But I don't know myself =(

[Addictchick_1983]

I'm having such a hard afternoon... I cant keep my mind from wandering. I'm trying to stay busy but don't wanna move... Ugh. I feel like I cant handle it.... What. Can I do to help my state of mind?? Ugh.

[meegWpaw]

all right!!!!!  so glad it went well.  great news!  you rock!