Today I am 120 days opiate free! Wasn't sure I'd get this far in the beginning, but with the help of this forum, my family, a few close friends, and the grace of god I have made it! I was reading some posts earlier of people who were just hours into their detox and I know how you feel. As long as you don't use, you will be fine. Trust me. Things are going really well for me; I've put on 15 pounds, which is good for me because I lost a lot of weight due to my addiction. I'm also in a much better place mentally and emotionally than I was just 4 months ago. Thanks for all the encouraging words and, as always, good luck and good health to all of you!