Need to stop:(

[gizzy32]

I am sorry for letting you all down, but most of all I let myself down. I relapsed last night and haven['t stopped yet. I am going to try to tonight. This is so hard posting and I am so disgusted in myself, but I made the choice to use, I felt it coming. I am so sick now and surrender. Please forgive me please.

[beatingthis]

Tram and Sara will kick you butt lol!

[quitinoxys]

Thats the gizzy I know I will pray for you.....

[LeaAnn807]

CONGRATS on day 1!  That is a great start.  Proud of your honesty and willingness to keep fighting....especially when it seems easier to stay messed up and give in!

Love and hugs to you sweetie.....You have to FIGHT now and put an end to this crap, ok?  Don't make me come whip your butt.  It would really embarrass you to get your a$$ kicked by a girl now wouldn't it???

[gizzy32]

Thank you to everyone that has reached out and helped pick me back up, you all mean so much to me. Today is day 1 and although it's painful, I will continue on with this fight. It's a new day and the first day of the rest of my life:)

[quitinoxys]

Hey brother how are you today, better I hope. Well come on back and let us know how you are as we are all concerned. I remember when I first came to this forum scared and didn't know what to do. You helped me through this journey with your words and compassion you are truly a great person. Well now I am 121 days clean because of your help and I thank you. So pull yourself up and start all over again and you know you can make it.---quitin

[wantthissobad]

You are only human we all make fall sometimes, but you have to say f*** this and pick yourself back. I'm day 5 of recovery since 2006. God Bless you!!!