How did this happen to me?

[Icka]

Does anyone remember me? It has been about a year or so since I have last posted. My boyfriend was addicted to shooting oxy's and morphine. Well a lot has changed and it has not been for the better. I tried to leave him a million times I really did. Then I became pregnant with his daughter and wanted nothing more then our family to work. Our daughter is now 1 and she is beautiful. Right after she was born I started snorting little pills with him, then started shooting pills with him, now we have moved on to herion............ It all started so it would be me he wanted to spend time with, now I want to do it. I am the one who brings it up and spends my money on it. I can only ask what the hell, how did things change so much in such a short time! And how do I make it stop?

[mikchez]

Hello
I went through this about a year ago its not going to be easy but it is going to be worth it,This is what I did, stayed away from using addicts, delete dealers numbers from my phone, found  NA meetings and or  heroin anonymous meetings,get phone numbers from these meetings they can help, connect with  people in recovery, Pray to God  and Save your A%#  

[cathy5841]

Hi Icka, I remember you.  I am really sorry you have caught yourself up in addiction..This is really a sad story..IBK is right about going in-patient, that would be best for you.  Question is do you how bad do you really want out??  Are you willing to do whatever it takes?  It will be hard, but many here have done it and you can too....let us know what your plan is...we will support you.

[IBKleen]

Is there any way you are willing to go into in-patient treatment? I say this because of the drug you are taking and the method in which you are taking it. You need professional help.

Let us know if it is possible.