Dealing with the pain of your wife leaving and taking your boys is not going to be found in another drug...it is not going to be easy, but you need to face it and deal with it...or otherwise you are going to stay on the merry-go-round of additction.
It will be healthier for you in the long run. Keep posting ands talking about it......sometimes it just helps to say the stuff outloud or write it down...
to stop it from spinning in our mind.
I know you can do this...dig deep and find the strength!!!
You will not get an answer to that question here because weed is illegal. Use your best judgement. The "Official" stand is no...Have heard different things. Some say it causes anxiety, and the times I have used, it certainly did. Others say it calms them down. Personal experience for me has been bad.
Shelly
I have heard this question before, don't remember the answer (addict brain damage). I'm sure some people will say, then your not getting clean, but I say try it, if it helps great. The only thing I would be worried about would be it lessening your resolve to do this. Kinda like drinking, you just start thinking to hell with it and take some pills.
Just make sure you have no pills around if you do try it.
Good luck.