It is the early morning of day 9 for me. I am back at the gym and running. Tomorrow I have a spa day. A little massage, facial and mani/pedi is my "fix". I know, I know, I am such a girl-e girl!! LOL!! I always wake up at night and crave the drug and have to remind myself that that is my brain asking for it but my body does not need it.
This is day two for me and it is really hard. I have no support from anyone around me except my wonderful boyfriend and he is being deployed soon :( I know I need to go to NA or AA but I am not sure its right for me. Anyway the wd's are so bad its the dam cravings that are driving me nuts.
420 days for congrats to every one who has today because today is what counts
Becca
Since its 12:30 here in Texas I have 501 days clean of all mind altering substances thanks to God, AA, and everyone here on medhelp. It works if you work it!
In 17 days it will be 2 years off opiates !! :) Booze I have not had any for a few months.. I think I will be saying a few months for the next few years as I do not have a date.. I was so angry with myself for messing up 3 years that I did not keep track.! oh well all that matters is I'm clean and enjoying a nice glass of cranberry juice :) Congrats to everyone !! Be it one day our thousands !! Whoo Hooo lesa
first off a big congrats to everyone on this post it dosent mater if its 1 day or 1000 we all do this.....'''just for today'' and make it one day at a time as for me its been 332 for narcotics pain meds....5 yr 5mo for alcohol weed and anything else recreational execpt cigs thats been about 3 yrs we all concur our vises when we relise they are vises good luck to all
your friend and fellow addict....Mark