HERE WE GO!!

[mentalmary]

well i just wanted to apologize to everyone in advance...over the next week or so i will probally be very sick..i hope all the things i have done and purchased will help with this....im apologizing because i dont know how much i will be here or what crazy thoughts i may have ....im pretty sure i will get sick anyways..im just praying its not like it was last time..probally will start with imodium and benadryl tonight...i just keep telling myself i will be free soon...i just wanted to give a lil thanks to you all before im so sick i cant do it.....so here we go i will keep you all posted as much as i can...wish me luck

[10356]

Congrats on making the decision to reclaim your life !!! no apologies necessary we have all been there.. Half the battle with detox is our in our mind so go for it with a positive attitude and a I can do.. no room for failure.. this will take you a long way in dealing with the emotions.. be kind to yourself.. lesa

[dominosarah]

Stay positive and get up and move around as much as you can.  That will help.  Keep us posted on how you are doing......You can do this!!          sara

[chronicmistake]

You will be fine , keep telling yourself that.  

[loveJwhite]

Good luck girl! Did you get some coconut water?

[beany215]

I have been taking some type of opiate for about a year now. It started with one or two viks then to 4-6 and now could easily eat 10 at a time.  I have recently been taking oxy as well.  Again started at 20 and worked my way up to 80.  I am a weird addict i only take it before bed.  I have easy access to these drugs which makes it even easier. I never realized the diffrence between oxy and viks until i started taking them.  With Viks you can function the next day and never really crave it but just talking oxy for a short period  i realize how crazy it can become.  I just want to stop all together im on my second day.   Last night was the worst i took like 3 showers and just never felt comportable.  What makes it harder is that my soon to be wife has no idea how bad its gotten in the last few months.  So i have to detox on my own with no support.  I am embarssed to tell her.  And i already have a pot problem and she hates it.  I consider myself a smart person.  I graduated from college have an ok job and im in school for nursing.  I never thought this would be my life.  I know i have not been talking oxy that long but it is still hard.  And im not even snorting them im just eating them.  IT JUST *****....Im at work now and have been useless all day.  People know something is wrong but they have no idea im jumping out of my skin...This feels good to talk about.  Im just thinking out loud this is how i feel right now.  For anyone who knows what im going through wish me luck...

[laurel453]

Take care and all the best now, Mary !!!!

do come here if you can when you need support, remember that you are not alone on this and we wiill know how you are feeling :)

and go for it, stay positive through all this because this is really important, ok ?

[NoMore81410]

Seems like you have been on this journey before so you will know what to expect. Just be strong and know that it is temporary. Try to get into some after care! Fight the good fight and win your life back forever! Good luck!

[wendy111]

you will make it.  good luck I'm day 23 and spending less time here and more time living   keep reading through the posts and even others journals it is incredible how many are just like you.  that surprised me that there were so many  mees out here.
the beginnig is tough but it gets better