Same person new thread, recovery......

[wantnormalagain]

I posted a new thread so th eold one would go archives, I am doing okay today, it was a hard morning but did what had to be done, did my chores, Grandma is comming, i am excited to see her now that i am clean, well recovering, i havent used in i think almost 2 weeks i lost track of time, but i still struggle some days over the last while, i think stress was a trigger, i have turned to food as a substitute, lol.. well mom hime baked goods anyways, and cookies. I know prob the the healthiest but better than what i was doing, I appreciate all the help and advise im gonna do this, i see the shrink Tuesday i will go through everything with her

[wantnormalagain]

Morning,
   Things went well with the shrink, we talked alittle about some of my triggers and my family and relationships, Didnt get into alot on each but alittle got acouple answers, but she says it will take along time to work through everything, She wants me to consider a live in program for 30 days, to give me the tools to keep from using. She said it is great that i stay busy all day but i shouldnt have to to keep my triggers down, I thought she gave me the tools to stay clean, she said she dows give me a few, she is more there for me to talk about the triggers that a program would benifit me,So something to think about, I see her again in Thurs,
  Mom is doing alot better, she was alomost her old self last night, she is happy she feels better, buti am still going ot avoid her today to a degree
  Didntr come on last night, I went out with a friend to play some pool, and just get out for a bit, I was starting to get cabin fever, and i am going out tonight with Stephen and Chrstine, to alittle carnival going on somewhere, He doesnt get to do alot lately so i thought this would be nice for him
  Welll going for a shower, clean up, wake uo, looks like  it maybe an inside day today for the most part, it will suck but there is always something to do, I am finding this morning hard but i can get through it,
  Will try to et on before i head out, if not see everyone at lunch

[tgtiffany]

Hope all is well :)  Keep on smiling!!!

[ImDONENoMore]

Hope things with the Dr. worked out well today.  Keep us posted on how you're doing.  :)

[cleaninitup]

Hate the triggers but I am dealing without about a thousand of them today mysefl.Some real some crazy addict brain ones but they are there.Good luck at sshrink today and believe me I am breathing so deep right now I think im gonna pass out!! H

[wantnormalagain]

Good afternoon,
  I am off to see the shrink, see if i can get any questions answered today, been a busy day so far no time to think about a pill, now the drive, the 1 trigger i do have that really gets to me, i don't know why but driving seems to bring on some good cravings, will post and let everyone knwo how it went when i get home. Mom is feeling better alittle, she says hi to everyone

[wantnormalagain]

Good morning, I hope everyone has the best day possible, and remember we CAN do this, mom said I have the appointment this afternoon with the addiction shrink, maybe i will get some answers today, at least something besides more questions, i hope. I know it's along proccess i have a few things to talk with her about today, see what she has to say. Mom says hI to all, she is realy ill this morning, and I have to get ready for to head out and start the barn work, will be on around lunch time, Have a great day, I hope everyone can get through whatever stage they are at in there recovery today.