Same person new thread, recovery......

[wantnormalagain]

I posted a new thread so th eold one would go archives, I am doing okay today, it was a hard morning but did what had to be done, did my chores, Grandma is comming, i am excited to see her now that i am clean, well recovering, i havent used in i think almost 2 weeks i lost track of time, but i still struggle some days over the last while, i think stress was a trigger, i have turned to food as a substitute, lol.. well mom hime baked goods anyways, and cookies. I know prob the the healthiest but better than what i was doing, I appreciate all the help and advise im gonna do this, i see the shrink Tuesday i will go through everything with her

[Happie1]

You are doing great keep it going!! I'm so glad you made it back to you!! Somtimes we get lost and some of us make it back and some take awhile. But you are now helping others find thier way back too so keep it going! GREAT JOB!!

[atthebeach]

good morning. so proud of you, you are pressing on. you are fighting the good fight.   (christine) is she your x?  please be careful. how are you counseling appts coming along.
you are seeing the addiction specialist weekly? please be patient with your recovery, it seems to move sooooo slowly, as time goes on you will have less and less cravings. be
careful of your triggers, places you go, people you see. ask the specialist about an outpatient rehab, there are support groups that meet a few days a week. they teach the 12 step program.
thanks for keeping us updated. keep the faith.
sending hugs and blessings
debbie

[wantnormalagain]

Hi

  I had a great weekend, went to the carnival with Stephen and Christine and had a great time. Spent Sunday at a friends for BBQ and pool party and had a blast,had some cravings on Sunday but got through them. My pulse is still going, I see the "shrink" this afternoon, the drug one, have lots to talk about today, all in all it was a great weekend, and it gave mom a break, she had the house to herself. Although something must have gone wrong, she is saying she needs to speak to me later, and no it isn't anything that I have done, I asked..lol....she just said to keep an open mind, so not sure what to think.

[selfinduced]

Just a quick check of your pulse today. Hope your mood is up and looking forward to a great week!

[tgtiffany]

Hope you guys have fun!  It will get easier with time, remember you're still fairly new to be clean....just keep your head up :)

[wantnormalagain]

I won't be on much today, I am going to take Stephen to a carnival, he is so excited, I wikk be back on Later in the day, The last couple days were hard i wanted one in the worst way, ecspecially after yesterday just due to stress, but worked through it, It doesnt seem to get any easier