Ahhhh Sweety, I'm so sorry! We have all done things we are ashamed of because of addiction! The important thing is to stop and get some help! Keep posting here for support and advice! Sending you hugs!
Yes we probably all were thinking that your friend was you but it's really good that you told us. I can only imagine the fear that you have right now.
I would suggest that you stop using right away. Go to NA or AA and in case anything happens it will show that you are serious about getting clean.
Are you ready to quit now? If you are we can help you through it.
Thank you. I keep praying that I managed to avoid getting I trouble for this but trust that I am NEVER doing that again. I'm sure I am red flagged anyway now...I am getting clean and need to focus on my babies. I remember how much better I felt to not be a slave anymore to the pills last time and want that again..I just keep looking at my driveway waiting for the police to pull in any moment. I have actually been texting with the dr I work for and his PA today as a "feeler" and they don't "act" as if they have been contacted. I really want to talk to my pastor tomorrow ...I got baptized this last year and feel like I need Him more now than ever. I just wish I knew if this was going to come back and bite me so I can just move on with out watching over my shoulder. I can't even imagine what my husband would do.
What do you think made them suspicious?
Can I ask how safe this site is if I share info?? Is it monitored by people That would report me??? Not at I put any info on but you know how technology is!!!