Sleep is so precious while detoxing

[Pat1956100]

I slept for 12 hours.  I can't believe it.  I am half way there.
I feel sick but my anxiety is gone and I am so grateful to everyone who was there for me yesterday.
Every response kept me sane.  It was one hell of a day but I think the harder it is the more likely you are to never forget it. Not that I wish it on anyone but wow.  I was ready to confess every sin and pray for forgiveness.
I am feeling really weak today and nauseous but all to be expected.  
I will try and post as much as I can unless you're sick of me lol.
Thanks again.  You wonderful people.

[minn66]

I need two more, please. I like to have a backup ;)

[Pat1956100]

lol, I just have to work on my tunes.  Need to hire a singer for sure.
I am about to venture across the street to the store.  Big accomplishment on day 2.  
Let me know if you need any more imaginary guns.
Not to late for tonight's courier.

[minn66]

That's a great sign, Pat! Lol, I am almost looking at making it through work like making it through detox... one day at a time. So far they have left me alone, but there's that part of me that thinks about the calm before the storm. I am NOT going to let them get to me, though.

I am so glad you are doing better. Now maybe you will be able to start working on your marketing strategy! I'm willing to bet a lot of people would buy those Secret Detox kits!

Hugs,

Minn

[Pat1956100]

Crazy, crazy detox.  shhh its a secret.
I don't know what is going on but I don't feel too bad today.  I am almost afraid to post this because all hell may break loose.
My stomach is growling from hunger instead of well you know.
I was so afraid because yesterday was so bad.  I don't know what's to come but I sure didn't expect this after yesterday.
I am hanging in anyway.
Hugs to all.

[Pat1956100]

I miss you.  Glad you are getting through another day of work.  You are in my thoughts too.  I am going to do this Minn.. I am going to be drug free and have a life.

[minn66]

Hi Pat, I'm glad you got a lot of sleep! Whoohoo! Keeping you in my thoughts today.

Big hugs,

Minn

[Pat1956100]

Yeah, good thinking.  I know that you have a ton of clean time and I take your advice to heart.  Thanks for all you do Sara.  I believe you guys are saving lives on here.

[dominosarah]

Keep as much distance from your "ex" supplier as you can.

[Pat1956100]

Oh Sara you really made me laugh.  It feels good and I am looking forward to alot more laughter. You don't want to hear my sins.  I think I told my life story yesterday though minus the sins.  I went to my supplier and got crackers.  I don't know how much she is going to charge for half a box of stale Wheat thins but they still taste good lol.
Seemed strange to be getting food off of her but they have to be cheaper than drugs.  

[Dixiechick72]

Yeah u need to eat so get up!!! Do it. I made myself go to the store the first day and got everything .. I've only had to Restock the gatorade which has helped incredibly. Overall I was feeling great ... So please eat and drink ok. You'll feel better

[dominosarah]

I have crackers at my house Pat.  They may be soggy by the time you get here but the offer is there!!  So glad to hear you got a ton of sleep.  That will help a ton.  Hang in there, you are doing great!

Might be fun to hear about all your "sins"!!

[Pat1956100]

I am just trying to work up the energy to go down and find something to eat.  Nothing is appealing right now.  I wish I had thought of stocking up on crackers.  That's about all that sounds appealing right now.

[Dixiechick72]

Just checking in pat... Hope ur doing ok!!!

[Dixiechick72]

Awe pat... So good to hear from u !!  And yes I agree lesa is the bomb as well as others... But lesa she always hits so close to home and close to the heart... So hands down to LESA!!! And pat. Yes yesterday was rough. But keep it going!! You're doing good and u will get through this!!! I'm glad ur hanging in there. Keep eating and stay hydrated. I really believe that is what helped me this time!!! Big hugs!! U go woman!!!!:)

[10356]

lol lol now first you make me almost cry Now you have me laughing lol lol :)) I love your sense of humor !! :))

[Pat1956100]

The funny part of yesterday was my supplier, who rents an apartment in my house, saw me yesterday and said "Gee. you probably should never take any pills".  lmao, ya think.....

[10356]

Thank you very much Pat.. that is very kind of you to say.. hugs

[Pat1956100]

lesa,
so many of your comments you have made to others have hit home to me.
I just wanted to let you know how much you are helping everyone on this forum.  

[10356]

Congrats Pat I'm really glad you got some sleep that alone helps so much.. when we are exhausted our emotions can get a lil raw.. So Grateful the anxiety has backed off today ! Keep it going and soon this will be behind you.. lesa