So day 5 of ct off vics ;)

[bellaandme]

So I'm on day 5 I'm feeling good I have had my bouts with depression and the cravings but all and all I'm ok of course I can't sleep and I'm very cranky n the morning but I think once I get moving around it gets better I'm checking into therapy monday morning. I have been through withdrawls more times than I can count but I think and I honestly believe that its mind over matter for me it is because yes I can't sleep but I'm ok with it I've been on this site since oct but would leave because I would use again. Another thing is I'm a bartender so it is very fast paced and I really don't have time to think about anything else and god do I love my job :) I think if I was stuck n a office it would be worst because I would have more time to think and boy does my brain like to do that. I'm also going to sign up for kickboxing maybe that will help a lil with my past issues and why I get mad but for now having to dance on my bar three times anite is helping cause boy its funny cause we have to dance to greased lighting and other oldies ;) but anyways sorry for all the rambling I'm just feeling optimistic all of you have helped me so much I might not talk much but I do read and do it often good thing I have my blackberry ;) well thanks again and look forward to chatting more now have a good sunday I'm off to work ;) nikole  

[BrothrerFrankie]

im on day 4 CT 200mg day oxcy.. praying for ya

[bellaandme]

Oh yea I forgot another thing my doc was vics and was on them for 5 years ok I'm really done this time guess I'm a lil scatterbrained lol

[bellaandme]

Oh yea sorry about the spelling or pronunciation I'm on my blackberry and it gets a lil difficult ;)