Step backwards?

[bucksfan]

I am on day 5 and I slept from 11PM to 730AM straight through last night. THis morning though I am feeling exhausted, my stomach is acting up and no energy level. I have been improving each day and felt good the past two and finally the sleep was back yet I am feeling ugh today....hmmm...and advice?

[ToWonderWhat]

lol... Buck i was thinking that to hehehe...  Man Ella i feel for you there with 2 in school. You should be very proud and broke  :) .... Mines in community college and thats tuff enuff lol .. I sure miss her. and thats an understatment :(    ...... Craig

[bucksfan]

LOL Sec fans, what do ya do? No team loyalty they root for the whole conference....JK

[Ella789]

I know the football thing is feriocous (sp)?  esp. with guys,  I have one son at OSU and the other at OU .  Yes, I am broke constantly!!  For christmas they got me a "house divided" car tag and I do proudly have it on the front of my car.
Hope the best team wins myself, no matter where you're from!
Hope everone's having a good day!

Ella789  

[ToWonderWhat]

Damn SEC fans here? Welp there goes the neighborhood lol j/k .... S'all good yall been a pain for the big ten here lately, but we'll keep comin .... and with the recruiting it doesnt look like were goin anywhere soon cept BCS BOWL's. Hope we see you there.... March Madness is around the corner weeeeeeeee give me my bracket's lol. 2 days clean and already looking forward to some ME-Ness. God plz keep me on this road home plzzzz...and thx for this community.. Oh and hey intothedark ill be a part in the Fam to if ya want. i can use it to :)  ....      Craig

[gizzy32]

Almost 4 months from cocaine. You will get better advice from others about oxy's, but we are all fighting for the same thing. Glad you reposted your question.

[intothedarkagain]

Thank you so much for you advice.
I just moved it.
You have no idea how nice it is to talk to someone else you understands.
How long have you been clean?

Quickdraw

[gizzy32]

We will all be your detox friend. Welcome to the community:) I think it would be a great idea if you reposted this under post a question, the exact same thing and it will be your own thread. I guess you realize it's time to get help, we have all hit bottoms and doing this alone is next to impossible. You will get a lot of great advice here. Many have come off large oxy habits and living clean and happy now

[intothedarkagain]

Hi everyone,
I am not sure I am a fluke or what. I have a very special habit. For the last few months I am experienced what I would call a total downward spiral. My dose was about 300-500mg of oxy snorted daily. More if I could get my hands on it.
That’s how much it took to feel normal. I haven’t got a buzz in months. I am trying to fight the dragon. Needless to say I have a problem. I doze out in public, with friends; I have run out of excuses. I fell asleep and crashed my car. I have officially become a danger to the community.
I have de-toxed 37 times in the last 10 years. Each one of them hold a special place of misery in my heart. Yesterday I started my 38th time.
Every time it feels worse than it did before. I feel like am going to die. I am afraid to seek help because what it would do to my reputation. Not that falling asleep in public doesn’t get the whole thing away.
Does someone want to be my de-tox friend? That is what I need right now.
I feel like I am going to die.

[gizzy32]

I am going with UCONN, they are always right in there. Pitt will choke, lol. Tarheels have a great basketball team too. Sports season is just taking off now, yee haw.

[bucksfan]

Damn you lucky Gizzy!!!!!!!!! Well my bball team is UNC Tarheels. Yes I have two great programs. But other teams I root for are Reds and Bengals. UNC wins it all. Watch Pitt! Louisville another, UCONN is hard to bet.

[gizzy32]

Oh ****, i forgot! Congrats on 5 days

[gizzy32]

March madness is almost here, can't wait. I need 4 games for my ticket tonight, any suggestions, lol. Ya we are allowed to bet on sports here, it's all legal. Any convenience store you can make tickets, I love it. I only bet a couple bucks on a ticket so I don't have a gambling problem too, lmao

[bucksfan]

Florida 3 titles, LSu not many, Ga not many OSU 7 1/2 titles! Penn st michigan osu all in top 5 for winningest program of all times!

[Defcon]

Florida, LSU, Georgia, Alabama. Come on guys. Reload all you want. I think we know who the dominant conference is.

[bucksfan]

Yea bud, send me a message or post and I will get back asap. Yep your right about reloading. I just tell Hang on Slooopyyy cuz we back for another run!

[ToWonderWhat]

Thx for the support and info bro. Not happy to admit it but been through this before, never easy. Im like you with the no meds for now thing. Doing the gatorade and vitamins and supps. Right on with being the gr8test fans of the best team OSU. I would never live in that state up north lol. and the sec can stop hating on us cause we aint goin away we just keep reloading lol. ....  stay in touch it helps to chat when i can .... Craig

[bucksfan]

FYI I have found that Sprite helps with the stomach. It is your bodies way of detoxing so I have refuseed to take any medicine for it.

[bucksfan]

OH....IO baby! Awesome Craig, keep it up! Please do not leave once the pysical part is gone. I have quit 8 times in 4 years and all mental relapses. Work out! Take Vitamins! Eat Healthy! Hot Showers! GO OUTDOORS! I know some say they cant get out of bed but I promise you, you mind makes it worse when you just lay around. Love life Craig, We are fans of the greatest sports team in history! Think what if we lived in Michigan...not good! A warm welcome and goodluck from a Cincy born Buckeyfan living in SEC HELL

[ToWonderWhat]

Congrats on 5 days Bro... Maybe look at it like DAMN a couple of sunny and nice days had me thinking spring was here to stay. But today its cold, cloudy and blah. Its all good though cause now you know that its just around the corner before those warm and sunny days are here to stay. I wonder if your name means your a buckeye fan? If so then a big O-H-I-O to you from me here in columbus. Keep up the good fight, you and a couple of others here have inspired me to start my detox (TY), im at day 2. cant wait for my nice dayz...  very good luck        Craig

[bucksfan]

Thanks, and I do hope tomm is better, the strange part is I am not having any thoughts about wanting pills to fix this. Its more like I want a red bull to fix this. I have been up since 730 and still no craving. Also do yall now find it easier to wake up in the morning? For Example when I was on the pills my body hurt so bad in the morning and I couldnt do **** until I took a pill, but just getting up to get that pill was so damn tough. Now I woke up at 730 and by 740 I was fixing breakfast letting dog out etc..

[cathy5841]

it happens that way for most of us...but remember everybody has bad days...this too shall pass.

[HR_PuffnStuff]

It was just like that for me....day five was rough. Almost like starting all over. Then again on day 9...and again on day 16. I don't know why it happens but just know that it is normal and it will pass. Once I realized (after coming on here and seeing others had the same prob) that it was normal, then I relaxed a bit and just took it easy that day. It does hit you hard, though. you feel like you are doing great, you feel good and then WHAM...a day from you know where. Hang in there today and you will feel better soon. Just remember that it may happen again and not to get worried. For me it was only a day and then I was great again the next day. Take care and congrats on 5 days....whoohoo!