Doing ok

[tavia14]

Just checking in.. Much better day!!!! Such a busy day no time to think of pills ( ok well maybe a lil time:( but enjoying myself sober thanks all'

[dominosarah]

This makes me very VERY nervous that you even checked the bottles.  This whole thing is not a good situation at all.  How much longer are you going to be there?

[vicki595]

Tavia: It's not only sad it's very scary for you. You're on thin ice here...no way should you be touching a bottle of pills and reading the label!  No way!  Impossible!  "Not strong enough" ???   Are you kidding??

I hope you check in...no matter what,okay?

[Innerstrength67]

You have such inner strength. I dont think I could be that close to a bottle of pills and not pop as many as I could. Good luck!

[gnarly_1]

HEY GIRL a good piece of advise.....if your reading the label your to close to the bottle and using dont risk it........Gnarly

[tavia14]

Hate when my spell check is on geez! Meant to say not worth it because they were not strong enough but u would think I would say not worth it because I am worth it!!!

[tavia14]

Thank you!! I so need everyone! The sad part is I looked at the pills read the bottle and as suck as my mind is said no they are just regularcol vics not strong enough so I rationalized iny head saying not worth it!! Not worth it because they are strong enough geez u would think I could have said not worth it because I'm with it? Oh well whatever works! Busy day again tomorrow! We will be exhausted from this vacation :$

[magnoliaooo]

   I am so glad that you are doing okay, I am very proud of you, great job. What I think is so great is you come here and post that says so much about how much you want to stay sober. I am so happy to see you here!!!! I can never tell you enough how hard it was to pull myself back up after this last relapse, it was really hard. Just remember your withdrawls and talk to your husband , keep coming here we will all help you.  Great job Tavia!!!!!!

                    Mag

[vicki595]

John is right!  But it's normal to think about them...just try to change your thoughts very quickly!   I'm still worried about you in that house!   Please have your husband help you to keep your guard up!  That means he needs to watch you like crazy!!   So,I'll worry and you have fun!!

[mookie377]

Great,keeping busy is an excellent diversion.At first we have to consciously divert,then it becomes part of our new lifestyle.After one-month of not obsessing about drugs then are psychology changes and something positive replaces what was a harmful activitie.All the best john