Davidmel i know you said you live in a small town, and cant make it to meetings or havent told anyone about this, support is very crucial , theres nothing to be ashamed of, maybe try to go to therapist, i used one , still do , mine is a addiction and a anxiety specialist . which helped me. Its very hard to beat the addiction by yourself. you might want to slow it down when you get to 20mgs , they say thats where it gets tough, for me i never felt any of the taper.
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Thank you! I do see a therapist who is in a private practice with the dr who owns the methadone clinic. I feared the wd from norco, and now am dreading what i have read about methadone wd. When i started methadone, i would have done anything to feel better. Wish i had pushed through it, but i have made my bed. I have thought about trying an na meeting out of town... and may still...
hey david....well so far so good methadone is a funny drug you can go for weeks tapering without any side effect...then out of no where you find yourself in withdrawal....coming off a 7yr habit at 150 mg I remember a few doses that s ucked...60 was the first major withdrawal I had and it lasted around 10 days and just like it came on it was gone...then out of no where again 40 hit me the same way....all you can do is hold your dose... I call these ''roadblocks'' the real key here is to not let fear of it creep in in a week or so they pass....just know most people do ok to around 20 mg then it gets tuff....you need to understand blood serum levels.....taking 5 away from 50 is only a 10% drop in dose....take 5 away from 20 is 25% drop and you will feel like you got hit by a bus...it takes the body a wile to adjust to drops in dose especially in the lower doses.....this is a race one by the tortus not the hare... let your body be the final judge in dropping dose not a schedule....some of the early sighs your going into withdrawal are not being able to sleep well....pain in the calfs of the leg or body aches..restless legs in general....methadone is especially tricky because it has a 1/2 life of 36 hour so it may be 3 days b/4 you feel the drop in dose... it is critical you learn the early warning signs of withdrawal... you cant get around it but you can manage it tapering below 20 for me was dropping dose then 4 days of withdrawal then dropping dose again and 4 more days of withdrawal it took some getting use to but there is no completely comfortable way to do this...it is different to everybody and these are what most people go threw....you very lucky to not have gotten to high in your dose.....that and your getting off b/4 it has time to seap into your bones and fatty tissues....once your at the 5yr mark it is a ruff road to hoe....age is also important I have seen 20yr olds pop out of it in 30 to 45 days....it took me double that...I was 47 let us know how old you are.....right now your attitude is great it is important to keep that going even when you dont feel good everybody is uncomfortable to some degree or another...but suffering is a choice just know all you go threw is going to be worth it and there are a lot of members on this forum that have kicked this hideous drug where here for you so ask all the questions you have... we will walk you threw the whole process..now is a good time to start to put together a support system...meetings phone numbers and clean friends support is critical trust us your going to need it... the only way to do this wrong is trying to do it alone...where here for you keep us updated