Thank you

[Flutterby111]

Thanks to those who send me notes, you guys/ladies are so sweet and thoughtful....I'm not absent because I'm all loaded....yes I'm in a replapse, but I am so busy with my father's death, not just the grieving but the business side of it too...I'm trying to finish mailing labels tonight to get thank you's out by Monday...he was a popular guy that man, and so loved so we had many many thank you's to write.  And we meet the lawyer on Tuesday regarding the estate which is left for my sister and I.... I'm scared of withdrawls, but I know I have the forum this time to help me through...I've been taking percs, vics, and tramadols...and from what I hear they are the devil to quit, so I'm scared.  I've only got about 5 days worth left of the pills, then I'll be done.  I've got a few Xanax to help....I'll be reading up on the Thomas recipe.  Hopefully the detox won't be so bad since I haven't been taking them for that long.  But I just wanted to update the people who've been caring enough to send notes and messages.  I literally haven't had the time to read and message you guys.  I'm sorry.  I'll be back.  Promise.  Love you all...and I hope everyone is doing ok....and people are getting and staying clean.  It's a tough road...especially with physical and emotional pain to try and numb.  hugs to ya'll.
Peace

[bobby139]

you know sweetie my feelings...when your ready and can I am here for ya.
much love, bobby

[ILoveLukey]

I can totally relate to what you are going thru. I lost my father, my hero 2 weeks ago. Then last week found out that my sister,my best friend has a brain aneurism and needs brain surgery may 14. Worst 2 weeks of my life. I have been on Suboxone for 3 months so it is really helping me get thru it all. Hang in there.............

[confused456]

So nice to hear from you, been missing you a lot, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Big hugs.

[mommy52713]

flutterby111, hon you just take care of yourself and remember one day at a time♥holly

[worried878]

I am so glad that u are posting....miss you and feel for you...u know that when u r ready to quit...the forum will be here waiting...so sorry again and again for your loss