hello everyone

[Rick2385]

Hey everyone i was just posting to tell everyone that i feel good today. I am going to search for a job today and it seems like it is harder then ever to just find a job let alone fight the messed up mind i have lol ! but i am feeling real good today i hope i get a job i want to get my G.E.D but i dont have the money and i really want to go to college even a trade school or SOMETHING !!! im so sick of being a nobody you know ? i mean i know i am somebody but i want to be a someone to me i want to get a deploma and be able to hold my head up high and know that i did it and that i have a good career and that i wil be able to support a family and make my wife very happy !! well me and my girlfriend of five years broke up for like three months cuz she was sick of my **** but ..... can you blame her ? i was sick of my own **** i wished i could leave my self half the time . but she is coming over now alot more and we are spending alot of time together again she spent the night last night and we wathced movies (51st dates chick flick but had to do it) all night and then i woke up at 530 in the morning this morning and i made her sausage bacon and eggs and toast and she loved it . i know she hated me for what i did but that is the past and you learn from it and you do something about it cuz that old **** that i was trying to do to stay clean never worked so i had to try something else cuz i cant do it on my own but i just wanted to say you guys rock and i will post later and hopefuly you guys will want to talk ! see ya im goin to look for employment



                                                                                                            Rickie

[kelley43]

congrats on what you've accomplished.  Keep cooking for your girlfriend, she'll be there for a long time!  Good luck on the job search, don't get discouraged.  With the economy like it is, it's so hard for everyone, but don't give up.  I have to say I wish I felt as good as you today, just the thought of sausage makes me nauseous...i'm on day 4, the awful day 4.

[steveo30]

congadulations, i wish i was were your at.i would give anything.

[Jambo62]

well congrats on things looking and certainly sounding alot better.....it just goes to show we can be ourselves again and we can nevr stop trying....I wish you good luck in your search for a job and in your continued success...

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Jambo

[SophieShine]

Good luck for the job and give a whole lot of TLC to your girlfriend, she deserves it.