Many of us started on our road to hell in the same way you have. Please, get some help and stop this before it gets out of hand.
Hey welcome!!!
Your question...." if I stopped, would withdrawals be bad?" may best be answered by saying your withdrawal will be as easy as it's going to get.
Do yourself a favor and get out while you can. Like Tram says, your 3 won't stay 3 forever. Once it begins to grow it grows fast.
Goodluck, you are wise to read some of these stories.
bob
i would do that too when i would try to go without them in the am. Quick movement = dizziness. Don't know why though.
Hi!
Ok....Weird? No. But don't fool yourself into thinking that your "evening for fun" use will be all you ever do. Sometimes we start out like that and even stay that way for a while. But one day you will wake up and NEED them! You would have WDs if you stopped, but I am not sure how bad. I'm sure your body and brain would tell you at 6 pm that it's time to fill up the opiate receptors or ELSE!
Stop while you can!
PS I don't know about the dizzy with movement thing. Sorry!!! : ) Take care!