i everyone. I dont know if im doing this site right because everytime i post i barely get a response if one at all. I look at other peoples posts and they always get a lot of people to respond. Ok, anyways today is 8 days without any pills and its getting hard. I've been back to work since last friday which is good, but i cant get my energy up. Naturally that is. What can i do, i take all my vitamins everyday. I make sure every night to exercise. I walk a mile with my daughter each day. We even run, and nothing. What does it take to feel good, not only physical but mentally too. I have days where i feel good and i can concour all, then i have days like today where i feel horrible and want to give up everything just to swallow a pill and feel good, i wont this time because i dont want to endure that horrible withdrawl again. I must admit at times i day dream about a bottle of pills, i dream at night too and the whole night im chasing pills in my sleep. Please help, i feel so weak. By the way, today is my first day off since i've been back to work and i feel so bored out of my mind. The only thoughts are of pills,