yes thanks i have been doing stuff for way to long i miss my oldself so much and i am only taking one day at a time because tommorrow is never a givin so the approach that am taking i wished i would of done long ago my kids are growing way to fast and besides my health has went to **** because of being a addict so everyday does couynt for more than just me my kids need me more than ever
Hi,
I have struggled with opiate addiction for 12 or more years. I used to be on 120mgs of methadone daily, plus Xanax I now stopped the xanax and am only on 50mgs of Methadone. I am glad you feel good, but I have a fair amount of experience with opiates and the withdrawal process. (I detoxed off ALL addictive med's 3 years ago, the withdrawal was so intensely bad I had to go back on a lower dose of Methadone and back to xanax) As I said though l did stop the Xanax about 6 weeks ago. (haven't noticed any difference) But anyway, I've heard many people talk about feeling great after only a few days off opiates, many call it a "pink cloud" You feel great, but then that feeling goes away. Just be careful and know that life can throw a lot of things at you to threaten your sobriety. Be on guard thats all I want to tell you.
well today is day six and feel alot better tommorrow is 1 week tell u though day 5 was terrible felt like the flu bug but 10 times worst woke up this morning felt great went for a mile and half walk threw my neighborhood i am actually cooking dinner rite now i know its a short time but if everyone just trys to stay possitive and when u get that craving just tell it to go f itself and it works i could of easy took a pill yesterday but i will not waste my clean time on nothing oh yeah me and my daughter 4 year old was playing football today and wow has it been along time since i laughed my butt off i wish the best to everyone last time i put it in gods hands and let me tell u this time im putting it in my own hands because god lets me wake up every morning he should not be the one to get me threw this he didnt cause me to get hurt or hooked but he always been there even when i didnt think it god is very busy taking care of so much so he can rest on me i will succeed
thank you i will admit reading this made me cry for the 1st time i am so happy inside for the 1st time in so so long but i will never forget live for today because tommorrow may never come so one day at a time and it really seems to me its going by faster than i thought maybe because enough is enough
I'm so Happy to read this.. It is amazing how much the opiates steal from us and the ones we love.. Outdoors takes on a whole new meaning.. the sky is brighter the birds sing louder and it is invigorating !! Your family has missed you I'm sure and they must be over the top with joy.. and you know it just gets better and better as our energy returns.. I'm glad the vitamins helped and continue to do so.. It is so nice to smile and laugh again.. we forget what it is like and when you are smiling and laughing your family is.. I'm so Happy and grateful that you got to this point in your life and You and Your family deserve only the Best !!
thanks i just want my life back i have been a stupid person for about 10 years but when i got hurt at work i learned a new drug pills
so i have wasted so much of my kids and wifes time its time for me to give them the dad they know i was so thats whats keepoing me so posssitive this time i know there is going to be ruff times ahead of me but i am so ready to just tell it to screw off when it tries to call me back my kidds are growing so fast and i refuse to let any more time get lost i really do think the multi viatimens and the omega 3 fish oil is helping me its strang how i have this energy still sluggish some but i know everyday it will get easier i took a walk for the 1st time yesterday with my family its been a long time since i did that so it made me and family feel good
Whoo Hoo Congratulations on day 4 !! You sound like you have a very good attitude with this wd and in my honest opinion this is half the Battle !! I'm so Happy for yourself and your wife.. keep reaching out for support and Welcome to Freedom !! lesa