Ugh I'm freakin out.

[lynnalb15]

Feeling pretty icky. No wds yet. But I know what's coming soon. I have to do this. Why can t I just get this right for once.  

[IBKleen]

I can't tell you how many times I said "it'll Be my last buy". You need to make a decision and get a plan in motion here. Just saying you will do it won't work as you are finding out. A week is not a proper taper and will not help you much. At some point you will need to get off the merry-go-round. We will be here to support you whatever you decide and can help make some recommendations.

Let us know how you are doing.

[lynnalb15]

Ps would it be bad of I bought more to longer my taper. My fault was not separating the doses it is all on one bottle so I was guessing. But in goin to separate them now and get more to taper with but it'll Be my last buy.

[lynnalb15]

I wrote u Angelina thank you for being so kind I may lean on you for support some In the next few weeks. I hope u don't mind.

And Sarah tonight I'm ok. Just haven't slept. No wds just scared for what's coming. I'm running low on meds since tapering myself isn't going well I think I took too much tonight so I may be done tapering here in a few days. Wish me luck all.  Thank you for your support gnarly I may lean on you too quite a bit. Today I for the house spotless clean and everything ready for this sickness about to hit me. I arranged it to my liking and to where I feel most comfy. I can do this!!

[gnarly_1]

hi Lynn how goes it......with the methadone if you dose every few days you should be ok try to stretch it out as long as you can it will make for a less sever final withdrawal try to find someone to help with the baby when your dope sick it will be hard to care for here and go threw that at the same time so ask mom or a sister or good friend for help your going to need it coming off this way good luck and God bless.......Gnarly

[dominosarah]

How are you doing tonight Lynn?

[all_alone1]

Lynn~ I sent you a message....check you box sweety.