So I am on day 5 from Vicodin withdrawals and still hurting. I've been taking them daily for maybe 5 years, varying amounts I had a script for both 500mg & 750mg which I would stagger so I'd have at least 2 a day. This is the first time I've been prepared to live my life without them and it's a constant struggle not to snap at the people around me. That and the tiredness has been the worst for me. I also have pain from scoliosis which feels like a rock in my back and I have painful periods which usually come hand in hand. I should be getting my period in a day or two and was wondering if there's a good option for something to use when I get hit with serious pain. I took the vics cause no matter how much pain, I'd function normally but now I'm not sure what is normal. Wondering if maybe I have been in a haze and feel like my happiness has suffered. I want to go out in the world and succeed but I don't get as much done as I imagine I do. I've come to this website daily to help me get through each day and once read story after story, I feel stronger. I have found that taking tylenol & motrin every 2 hours for the mystery pains and added vitamins make a major improvement but sometimes it's hard to get motivated to actually help myself. I've heard that I will start feeling better in a couple weeks, months but I'm having doubts. I was hoping by now I'd have an improvement but it's the bad attitude that's got me. What can I do to help my attitude? I have some xanax and that doesn't do much but make me dizzier than usual... i can't afford another doctor...