oxy withdrawl cold turkey

[forumryder]

hi everyone i have been using oxys for 5 years now.  i quit last year for 2 months and started using again and have been using again since.  i have been taking 80mg a day.  i am on day one and i am so sick and feel like dying.  i have to work and everything.  the worst part is my girlfriend who i live with doesnt know and she thinks i quit.  i just feel so bad about it. and im so sick.  i dont knwo waht to do i feel like i will go crazy.  any help or any suggestions will help thanks everyone.

[PoochieRachetToe]

You will feel so much better and possibly more empowered to make this transition. So what if you have lied. You're coming clean in all ways now. Enlist her support. She could be angry at first but, she could end up proud that you conquered the first of this on your own and know how serious you are.

[forumryder]

ya it would be way easier to tell her.  i dont know i need to do this.  i need to get over this.  

[kolo13]

Gosh, it's so much harder when you keep it to yourself. Don't you need to confess to your girlfriend and enlist her help again?

[tooklastdose]

I'm on day two cold turkey from a 15-20 a day vic habit.  
hand in there.   body aches are a bit crazy, and I just want it over, but know it takes time.

[forumryder]

thanks ya the last time she helped me taper town and we took a whole month to taper down and barely felt anything when i came off.  but last time i had so much determination and so much will power i just knew i could do it.  i dont know why i just cant and dont feel like i can.  the will power is just not there so it scares me. but i know i can do it its just a few days of complete ****.  but i dont know. i hope it works

[qiut4myself]

if you quit before, you know what to expect for the next few days, weeks maybe but you also know you can do it! You want it bad enough, you can do this. My husband knew about my quiting and was so so in the support department, not everyone understands what you will go through, but you have to do it for yourself and maybe fess up to her and she can help you go at it again for the last time. Others on here helped me so much with their advise, read it and post alot..it really helps. I am 32 days from a 5 year LT, it does get better, I promise.