I'm a 20 year old, college student who up until recently thought I had this substance abuse thing under control. I'm a pretty smart kid and have been maintaining a good GPA at a competitive school. Looking at me, you'd never think I was much of a partier but I've been experimenting with drugs for about 4 years now. Coke, shrooms, weed, wet, MDMA, prometh, xanax, opiates, pretty much whatever I could get my hands on. This past year I feel as if ive been losing my grip. My grades are slipping, i find myself preferring to drink rather than do homework. I thought by cutting out all illegal drugs and just drinking i would be "better" off, but that proved to be as dumb as it sounds. I recently got arrested and charged with a DUI, and I just dont know what to do. I always said my alcohol use would never interfere with my life but now it is, and I feel like i'm just watching it happen.
I know there isn't much point or direction to this post. It honestly just felt good to write out how I feel.
Thanks.