I was also worried about you groovy, I would definitely like to know your ok, please post and let me know that nothing else has happened with the 10 min. blackout. And always know that NO MATTER WHAT, I will still be here to listen and help you out, I mean that.
Skipper, I have to thank you again, you have brought me to where I am, SOBER, I know I have forever to go until im somewhere close to staying sober, but I'm doing well and I wanted to thank you.
I hope your doing well.
Gwh
Thanks buddy, its really good to read your words again. thank you for being here and evn though i was absent for a while I still had you all in my mind and felt shameful about myself. i hope you are doin' great and i look forward to talkin man . take care
Ash
good morning everyone:
sorry i have not been able to respond to anyone! since mid-after-
noon yesterday things have gotten (and stayed) real busy!
groovy:
are you doing ok? that 10 minute black-out stuff really has me
upset! have you been to see a doctor yet? does anyone have any idea what happened yesterday? please do what ever to find out
what is going on!!
Meagain:
so how goes it today? your posts since yesterday afternoon sound
real good. i don't believe i've ever heard you speak with a beter
sounding attitude! i'm not real supprised...the recipe has always
left me in total amazement with how effective it is! for what ev-
er it's worth, i'm pulling and praying for you! aqs far as my
poetry...i'm pleased it offers you distraction....thankyou. i'm
even more pleased that things seem to be going much smoother for
you.
ash:
you're back! good! i'm sorry to hear about you having relation-
ship troubles. also the substance abuse... you know i've never
been able to have my troubles, one at a time either...at any rate
i look forward to seeing you post real soon!
jessesarpy: wednesday coffee sounds good. i have voice mail on my
home phone...it picks up after 5 or 6 rings. how about you coming
up to Douglas county... i always get lost down in Sarpy county.
i know that sounds lame and perhaps i am. (ever try to argue with
someone who agrees with you?) at least i have a phone number now.
i will be calling you, soon.
all orf you, keep an angel on your shoulder!
kip
I was always taught the the 12 steps were a process of simplification. So here is my simplefied version.
#1 accept the truth
#2 have faith in the truth
#3 commit to the truth
#4 examine the truth
#5 share the truth
#6 want the truth
#7 be the truth
#8 find the truth
#9 Recover the truth
#10 be aware of the truth
#11 live the truth
#12 give the truth
peace
Hey Kip--
How does Wednesday coffee sound?
After 9:00 I'm at home (339-HELL)Or I can Call you.....
Ironic Phone number huh... that's the way the Phone company assigned it!
i would love in pt rehad-if i had money and childcare i would be there-do you know that i went to anew pain doc and told her my story and she said my trouble was that i wasnt taking enough-she trid to convice me to take oxcotin80 but i actully refused-i truly believe i lost control with the oxy 40- it was just a short(long)while ago i rember trying to stop the percoct and trying to take 2 perc every hour ans i was tripping-so i stopped and went to a PAIN SPECELIST who insiseted i take qxy 40 three timed a day,said i wouldnot get the highs- guess he was wrong.I have a strange autoimunne disease that is rare in adults so sometime i think they just hand me pills because they feel sorry for me-I will say that when im sick its pain you cant believe but im in some sort of remission i think but no one knows-it causes my blood vessels to harden-my bp is 160/98 with hypertensive medsm and im just 37.Funny about five years ago i walked aroung with a ruptured appedsistis,and a ovrian cyst and a kidney stone foe 3 days and it was just a little pain-I almost killed myself by not lisening to my body and now i numb a handnail ,well thats not true because the pain meds really do nothing anymore,if i take a handful-they just make the day pass .Ive only had a few vicoden since sat and to be honest its not the withdrwl-i ache have a headace,backach and skin crawls its i dont know what todo with my head-its 430 in the morning and i havent been able to sleep and in just a short while emily will be up,just when im ready to..dropso skipper please write it helps pass the time and i do enjoy it so .I will tell you one thing different is that this time I burned the bridge with my mother-shea a pill addict and hopefull staying away will reduce the wispers,sorry for babbling again,at least im past the high drama of last month,you given me great hope