After 18 years on methadone I have made it to 6 months of a methadone free life & it is truly wonderful. It was so hard & it took so long to get past the withdrawal symptoms that were brutal & seemed like they would last forever. But once they started to subside (around the 90 day mark things started to get a little better every day) I started to feel better & better & better & now I feel great! Definitely the hardest thing I have ever done in my whole life, but also the most rewarding. Anyone who is struggling at this moment trying to get past a drug dependent existence, please hang in there & know in your heart that despite the pain & suffering you will finally come to place in life that is so worth the struggle to get there. I had my 41st B-Day on Sun & it was my 1st completely drug free B-Day since I was 18 years old. I promise you that if I can do it, so can you. Hang in there & keep telling yourself that this misery will pass and when it does it is like starting a whole new life!