addicted to pills!

[monkey231]

OK,  I need advice from someone.  My boyfriend and I are both addicted to percs/OCs/Dilodid(however its spelled) and it ruining our lives.  We have to stop and we cant.  I dont know what to do.  We both hate being addicted to this stuff.  I feel like a junky, he feels like a junky, but we cant stop.  I hate it.  Whenever we try to stop we feel like ****.  My legs ache, I get real sweaty, but Im freezing cold, I cant get comfortable, I cant sleep, I cant breath, I get irritable, and I cant function like a normal person.  I just want to be normal again, I want my life back.  I have a son, and I cant be a good mom when Im addicted to pills, and my boyfriend cant be a good dad either.  We're broke because we spend all our money on pills.  Both of us really really really want to stop this.  Someone please help me.  If anyone knows any way to get off of this stuff without feeling like Im going to die, please help me.  This is ruining my life.  I want to be a happy family agian, and we both try so hard.  If we dont stop we're gonna lose our house, our son, and everything else.  My family is the most important thing to me.  I feel like I should be able to just stop for my family, but I cant, and its making me feel like a horrible person, and I dont want to feel like this any more.  Please help me.

[sadinjersey235]

i know how everyone feel's i've been addictive to pain pills for 8yrs i have chronic pain but i take just to get thru tha day 27-30 codeines/percocet im in soo much pain everyday i cant take it anymore i been taking it 4 soo long it doesnt take the pain i take it so i wont withdrawal i dont want to take pills anymore but i dont want to be in pain either any advice would help

[Bearclaw2]

Drives me nuts people don't pay attention to the date escpecially when there is the hourglass showing!

[noone63]

you all realize that you are talking to this monkey person that has not had a post sence feb of 2008.

[LovelyChina]

I know all to well about the feeling the pills give when not in the body its horrible...you would think something giving to help pain or whatever would never leave a person feeling so horrible and trapped but they do i TAKE NORCO AND KLONOPIN  AND SOMA and without them i feel like im gonna die its horrible and i want to normal the happiness i use to have pill free will that ever come back ???????

[loveturtles]

You are not a bad person please dont ever think that.The most important thing is that u no u have a problem and want to do something about it.How many people do u no can be so up front and tell there story like it is well not many girl not many at all

[tryin4lyfe]

I got addicted to heroin after seeing it for the first time in an orlando jail. So I'm sorry but I know pills are tuff to kick but they are 10X easier than heroin so maybe y'all haven't hit rock bottom yet and realize that long term effects are real and u get to experience em worse n worse no motter what u do or take everyday.