It saddens me that you feel that you want to die. NOTHING is worth losing your life over. I can tell you first hand that when you take your own life you affect hundreds of people. My girlfriend committed suicide and I hurt every day because of it. Posting here is your first step. Have you considering going into a Rehab? NA meetings can also give you some insight and much needed support. Do you have family that is there for you? I know how hard it is to quit Heroin, but you can do it. I gave it up and I am still here to tell the tale. Withdrawal is a *itch, but totally doable. You have to want it bad enough though. Keep your head up and keep posting, we are all here for you.
The best person to help you has already begun the process and thats you. By you posting here is proof that you can help yourself. Just take it to the next step and seek professional support. There is much beauty that lies within us all but is compromised. Please seek a support team and have that great person inside of you come out again. We are all in this together. Keep posting
There is a way out so please dont give up hope. We have some great people on here who have gotten clean off H and i will look them up so you can talk with them. We are here for you so keep talking~~
If you dont get some professional help soon your wish will come true. Heroin is a big deal. Maybe start with your family doctor. Do it today.