day 15 suboxone

[toomanytimes]

Its so nice to have a day off, i feel pretty good today.  I took 1 mg sub this am and just now took another, i started getting nauseous just a little while ago, i just don't know why that comes and goes so much.  I have been thinking and i bet part of my problem is that i really don't know exactly how much sub i am taking at a time...i mean i have 8 mg pills and now i'm breaking them into 8 pieces-who knows exactly how much is in each of those pieces?  The pills aren't scored to be cut into 8 pieces.  Anyway, i will just enjoy this day as i know these good days come and go. : )

[toomanytimes]

yeah good point lonesome- i am a long way from controlling me, my thoughts and my emotions.  

[LONESOME]

For me is loosing control before the pills I was so in control of me, my kids, my job, my carrier, my husband get it. Then this came and it was like I let go and now I realize than I needed to find a medium something in between I don't have to be in control of everything and do everything be "wonderwoman" all the time, I can make mistakes and just not care sometimes. That is my trigger I WAS MY OWN TRIGGER.

And now I can control me and what I do not others.

[LONESOME]

I'm glad to hear you had a good day today, and sorry about the nausea.
I'm doing good too on 1mg a day so far 5 days and all is good with the exeption of today I was feeling like I had a knot in my chest and achie upper back like I was getting sick or something really weird feeling so I took 2 tylenols and it went away.

[SableZen]

I have to laugh because for me it always comes down to the same 'Oh yeah remember how much it actually SUCKED to be addicted to something!?'. lol

[lifesaride]

my abuse period was only about 8months,i too have been facing the trigger issue, i think at least once a day "forget this being straight, " then i think about 28 days ago when i sniffed 8) 80 oxys. then i say" forget that".
too... your doing a great thing here, i've been following your posts daily,  maybe your dr. can give you the 2mg pills too make the splitting more accurate.Teddy

[toomanytimes]

it was a very positive and productive day today.  I thought alot about my triggers and wondering what the heck i'm going to do about some of them.  Hard to avoid a lot of things in life that are triggers, what do ya'll do when there are things you can't avoid but you know they are triggers for you to use?

[toomanytimes]

I have a nausea med from the dr-its just another pill so i was hoping not to have to take it-but i did- i feel really good right now!  That will be an awesome concert!  Hope you are feeling good too worried~have a wonderful time  : )

[worried878]

And u r off owrk girl!  me 2!...i am going to see zz topp tonight if it does not rain...the concert is outside unfortunately and it is rainy right now....u will get ur dose right and feel good soon...and have u tried that anti-nausea medicine for walmart...?  I was sick with a tummy virus and a friend brought it to me...costs like 2 bucks/walmart brand and my nausea disappears...sweet tasting tho and kinda yucky but that stuff works...when i am nervous i feel nauseated so i keep it on hand...cant hurt