Take your medications as prescribed, if you're running through 50 pills in 4 days there's an extreme issue. I've gotten 90 per month for over a year and never run out early, except maybe short one pill, or actually have more left than I should.
If you keep doing this no one will prescribe you anything.
can you see one dr for xanax and another one for ativan or something like it..I always run out of my xanax 1 to 2 wks early..I do not want to withdrawl and have horriable panic attacks what to do???
Look, I don't mean to be a d!ck here, but are you seriously askin' "do I have a problem?" You know the answer to your own question. If you don't get serious with yourself here, and come to terms with your problem, it'll never get better.
There's not much I can do for you, except support you in your withdrawl. You are not going to be feeling so great, and it's hard to say for how long. The good news, is that the w/d s/s will go away. The bad news is, this problem will crop up again for you soon enough unless you deal with it by being honest with yourself first and foremost.