hey

[Mikeinthesouth]

Man I tell you something for just one week of using just being mu normal go drug addict self I am paying today. I spoke to early yesterday when I dropped to zero one week remember I am having the sweats woke a dozen times in my ten minute nap last night soaken wet had to shower every time. I was sweating like a 400 pnd guy lawning his yard. That aint no lie kiddies. My brain and hands are moving at the speed of light well not literaly lol but faster than I can keep up. Hope is just dont last as long but I would have never imagined that when i chose to stop before to deep in the murk I would have to deal with all the normal go symptoms but i am. This aint ni cake walk all you kiddies out in fact it is just the opposite it really sucks for me today but it will get better if I can ever leave it alone. Excuse me while I go find a pillow to scream into. lol

[confused456]

You're the bomb Mike!! LOL
Thank you. You are a great guy!!

[Mikeinthesouth]

thx brock i talked with somone and they helped me notice somethings not all just one major issue.
confused i was just commenting as he said something now to lady and it ***** but alot of things suck so you are absolutely right. It water under the bridge.............

[dominosarah]

I agree so now lets refocus ourselves to each other and being positive and helpful.  We have wasted enough time on this deadend road.  99.9% of us are here for all the RIGHT reasons and together we are strong!!!!!         sara

[broknbck]

Sorry to hear you are "back to the ole drawing board again".

I caught myself doing that over and over again. ha usually after like only 1 day clean. So i kept going over and over it. What exactly was the trigger that made me give up and take it again? And then try to keep myself from being in that situation again.

Like taking breaks at work with different people than usual and not piling up so much to have to do.

Just saying use every set back to make it work better the next time- this time! Now you just gotta kill time till it is over. Hey there is a really good movie by Stephen King called The Stand. It is like 6 hours long. That could get your mind off it for awhile. ha

[confused456]

Mike, you are adding fuel to the fire. Please think about it. I know what was said was wrong to say and I am not taking sides, but we all have more important things to think about and that is our lives! Love ya!!

[Mikeinthesouth]

Hey boop how u doing?

[Mikeinthesouth]

u guys do know y he is doing this is because as he accused me of he loves his drama look at the drama he caused. It really must suck to be Willy Boy sad some people did not get enough attention from their parents so they look anywhere for it. I hoped it made him feel better today all thge attention for him.

[ladyboop]

Looks like you and I have been to the same school, School of Hard Knocks!!! Time to pull our selfs up by our boot straps!  lol..lol.. :-))

I feel your pain, Hang tuff my friend,

           Lady

[Mikeinthesouth]

Willy should consider why he is so judgemental I mean he knows nothing of me other than I am detoxing from last week as I am pretty certain I did not post it as well as it should be thats neither here nor there what matters is that I am getting clean and thats no joke. Reasons for this are not what he questioned me about if he were anywhere close to someone with a lil common sense he would know it is everywhere unless of course thats his story.. Earlier I jumped and posted exactly what I thought well the G rated version and I did regret that not because he did not deserve more than that I am just thinking that I am better than a reply like that.........

[lady67]

Hey guys, looks like I am Willy Boy's new target.  He has already started on me.  I agree Sarah, he seems a little willy.  He doesn't want to share any information about himself but he wants to rip everyone else to shreds.  Sounds like he has the "God Complex" to me.  But hey this is just "Tough Love" here, right?

[Mikeinthesouth]

Yes I agree she sure said it better than I ever could have imagined during this time. Ty sara

[cathy5841]

sara, i must be rubbin off on you.  i am so proud of you.  great post.

[dominosarah]

I have one question for you.........why no profile?  You come on here and are so quick to judge some but you dont let any of us know who you are.  You can come across to some people as their judge and jury.  Stand up and be proud or sit back down and think about what you are saying.  We are ALL in the same boat here.  Thank you.    sara

[Crispy]

You wanna use tough love go to prison man. Show a little compassion, your 90+ days clean so maybe your forgetting how hard w.ds and the beg. of the mental struggle is. If this is the case maybe you need to leave the forum alone and head to NA meetings. But around here we give support and hope not "cowboy up", if it were that easy we wouldnt have so many relapers. Next time think before you type I've read your old posts and i know you can be caring but then some of your other posts are a little... well shytty. Take my post how you want but take this directly say something nice or gtfo.

[bobby139]

i am on my way for the MRI but wanted to jump on real fast and give my love and support. Mike u r doing good and trying w everything u have dont feel bad for sticking up for your self....there are alot of us that love you and want to help, just listen to the ones that have love in there heart....it hard i know but just try to ignore the ones that dont have the  love, when we are trying to get clean sometimes u say things u didnt want but i dont think u were wrong here....take the love mike.......ignore the rest........
much love
bobby

[cathy5841]

thanks sarah :)

[dominosarah]

well said cathy!!!!  bless your heart!!!

[cathy5841]

mike, this is real life and you are livivng it.  the good the bad and the ugly.  and we are your friends and here to live it with you.  there are good posters and bad ones.  thank goodness you are one of the good ones.  and as far as drama goes, my friend...we know you.  and love you just the way you are.  take what you can use and leave the rest.  there is tough love and then there is ignorance.........

[Jacqui805]

My words to Willy woud be much harsher than those I've seen here...I'll refrain..but please feel free to use your imagination..

[dominosarah]

You do too Mike!!!!      Time to tear the roof off this sucka!!!!!

[Mikeinthesouth]

yeah I will thx sara I regretted posting that very much as you have seen I hope I usually dont get involved in arguments but this one I did because this is real life not drama what I am going through it an addiction and if he cant understand it then go where there are no addicts.. Thanks again sara u rock

[dominosarah]

take the positive posts here and leave the rest.     sara

[Mikeinthesouth]

hey willy head If I wanted drama I sure as **** would not be here on the internet it would be here in real life. Sorry bro just some tough love in return... Your good friend Mike

[Mikeinthesouth]

know i know why they called willy cause your a ******* penis head..