Wow! It's so helpful to post everyday and brag about every new day that I am clean :) ..Day 18 here folks and slowly with each passing day feeling better and better. Another trick I have learned is when I post positive it seems ti help me become positive! So here is to a good day :) . I think that my life is so freaken busy also helps. BUT the trick is staying busy but most importantly staying clean. Aftercare, aftercare I know! I will figure something out today. I have to figure out how to call insurance and I think a counselor would be best for me I say this because I am a vet at NA & AA & OA & FA and to be honest I always seemed to meet up with the wrong crowd there as well :( . I know those rooms are filled with wonderful, warm, sober people but there are those few that I always seemed to lurk out and attach too UGH! Oh well I just think that a counselor may be a bit safer but then again my thinking has needed alot of help over the years! OK, off to work and my duties ...Have a wonderful day everyone and let me tell you newbies it gets SOOOOO much better! I promise HOLD ON!