don't beat yourself up sweetie.
I'm tapering for 9 months now, It's a bumpy road.
Your idea to give your pills to your mom and have a refill is GREAT.
What you just had is a set back. get yourself together and start fresh. xxx
tapering is hard..it is a good idea to have somone hold them...but often best to pick up daily instead of weekly from the person cos having a weeks worth of pills can be hard when tapering...sometimes people just jump and get it over with as the guilt and "feeling like a loser" syndrome that comes along with tapering can be worse for some than CT..some taper well///i think those r usually people who r only physically dependent tho....or who r very disciplined and have a cg i the home who holds them..i was a horrible taperer...pick urself up..wipe urself off..and get back on track...when is ur QUIT day?
Tapering can be so difficult for some and I don't think I could do it myself. I think leaving the rest at your mom's is a great idea. Guilt is a horrible feeling, but don't beat yourself up, you have done well on this taper so far, but most of us are never in control, when we think that it can be trouble. You don't want to mess this all up at this point so do what you need to stick to this taper. Keep at it and keep posting.