going on day 4 and feeling very sad

[smartgirlbadecisions]

great.......... i have the worst headache ever. my eyes hurt... but i am still sober. i cant believe i have made it to day 4. i know its so early on in the day but i am so happy to say that it is august 6th. my end date was august 3rd./// that day will forever be burned into my brain. i have felt okay until now. i had a huge breakthrough today. i told my best friends, and then my mom and brother about my using. they were all so loving and caring. i guess its real now. it hurts but i had to do it. it ***** so bad, but i feel like now i can be held responsible for my actions ( i was a closet user). until today. i dont know what tomorrow will bring but i am not goin to use. i cant do it anymore. this is so hard mentally, but i am doing the right thing. i have never felt so much love from my mom and brother, and also my girlfriends. they knew i was depressed but didnt know i was suffering from an addiction. god, my head hurts. i dont know if its from crying all evening or the WDs..... lord help me but i can say that i am basically on day four. wow.. i cant believe it. im so oproud of myself. but then i feel so much shame. so much shame. ugh. love you all.
xo

[Free2agoodhome]

Yaaay !  

I had wicked headaches too..I took aleve it seemed to help. You are right on track and about to turn the corner soon.

hang in there we all went through it...  ;-)

Much support

Free~

[jeannine1976]

Headaches are the worst. I always get them the morning after I've had a big cry. I hope your head begins to feel better. :)

In the meantime, I think it's wonderful that you're on Day 4! It's not easy and you're doing great. Keep going!

[mary577]

So proud of you for getting this far and facing your problem.    Telling your family and friends was a big step, and I am glad they are supportive of you.   I hope your headache has eased up some by now.   Hope the rest of the day is better for you.

[chriskat777]

Congrats on day 4... I a was a closet user for a long time... I told everyone excpcet my family... I don't know how they will react but I think they pretty much know.. You read my post and I am withdrawling I took one hydro earlier today around 4pm and I am experiening withdrawl right now.... Nothing compared to 3 months ago coming of the oxys.... Just keep on going smartgirdbd and you will be in my prayers....

chris....