Ok,So i dont feel i gave all the infoamtion on what has been going on with my taper. 2 weeneds ago, I ran out ealy. My first response was to start freaking out. I had a very bad week and was going to just do the c.t thing but by monday, my blood pessure was us and my hearbeat was very erratic...so I caved and to my script filled. I figured knwoing what i had just went through for 3 days would be enough for me to be good with them...boy was I wrong. it is like they are thier calling my name all day long...proimising to take my pain away if I just take on.....it is scary. So here I sit 2 weeks later and again in w/d. I was hoping they woudn't be as bad since i was almost done with them when I got my refill....This time Idid the smart thing and tore up the refill....and I do **** go in to see my doctor unto the 21st. God please give me the strentgh I am going to need to stay away from these pills. And thank you all for you ongoing support!