leaving this forum

[smartgirlbadecisions]

............ trying to get better, but its not good enough for some people. well F**** that

[kshea5669]

I myself am unhappy with this forum. I wrote about what I was going thur really asking for help. That was two days ago and not one response. Been checking it hoping to get some sort of direction or maybe a lil advice and nothing..

[lynnalb15]

Don't leave. These people can help you a lot!

[keith600]

Caring people = 99,,idiots =1,,you win,,,1st prize= daily support at med help,,,,congrats

[akitagurl12]

just wanna say i am sending prayers your way!  i am glad u are a part of this forum! You are stronger then u know...  You will see it soon though, i believe in you!

[littlebit667]

So glad you filled us in.  I know I checked here a few times last night and today to see if you has posted.  So glad you are OK!  You sound better for sure.  I feel better too! :)

Do not apologize..we are our own worst critics!  You were in pain and that pain had to come out somewhere.  Rather it be here than not at all.  

[waterLilly7]

SO glad you didn't leave. I know how it is with trolls. They can hurt when you are down.
I felt for you so badly, as I have been in that despair, so have all the others.

Keep up your good work sweetie. When you are all better trolls won't even hurt you as much, as our emotions are very up and all over the place right now. It takes a fulll month to 6 weeks before our emotioins are totally back in check, so hang in there sweetie.

So glad you are still here, and coming out to join us in the lgiht.
God bless and hugs,
lily

[dominosarah]

I am so happy to see you on here.  I feel better now!

[kyle505]

Please - I should be apologizing to you again. I need to be more cautious when I reply to certain posts, but your's last night really seemed like you were reaching out during an unstable time. I was trying to help, then the jerk came along.
I am very happy to see you back on the forum; no matter where you are in your recovery, this is a great place to be. Now, let's move on to better days.

[atthebeach]

hi hun, thanks for checking in. its okay we all have bad days.
glad today is a better one for you. :) keep the faith.
you can beat this. keep fighting the good fight.
keep posting for support, we want to encourage you and help you.
prayers and peace
debbie

[IBKleen]

Glad to see you are still around. No apologies necessary. No guilt to be had. It is over and done and now you need to move past "the incident", let it go and move forward with your recovery.

So how are you dealing with what is going on today?

[conhall]

Glad you are okay and that you posted :) i am not sure about what happened but just know that You are cared about by so many on here ((((Hugs)))))

[smartgirlbadecisions]

kyle, i am so sorry i know you were just trying to help me out, i really appreciate you caring about me, so  sorry :(((((

[smartgirlbadecisions]

hey guys. im still here, im so sorry for scaring you. yesterday was the shittiest day ever. lots of other things happened, and i shouldnt have come on here to bring all of that here. wow what a hypocrite i am, saying that people are negative on here, when i was being SO negative... im so s osrry please forgive me. i love you guys, you are NOTHING but caring, gentle, and mroe caring. i felt bad all day long for what i said. what a rude person!!! man, i guess it happens a lot, huh? thats really sad. but oh well, time to move on i am not feeling as depressed today ( i have kinda bad depression, always have, all my life) so yeah, thats why i flip out and getg really hurt.
anyway, im still fighting my a$$ off to beat the BEAST, but i am a BEAST TOO~~~~~~ :))))))))))
xoxoxoxoxoxox

[smokinggunn]

You can do it, just got to dig deep and try and be positive. Easier said than  done I know. I am working on my fourth day of being clean. I joined this forum yesterday and the amount of support was unreal. I would not have made it thru last night without reading peoples post going thru the exact same thing we are.  And gettting feedback from these great people.
You have real people here that care and will try and support you anyway you can. The people here are a life saver. You can do it just have to dig deeper than you thought was possible.

[IBKleen]

Hun, you need to concentrate on YOU. Screw anyone who gets in your way. You are on the internet and there are all kinds of crazy people out there---and here. Don;t allow one stranger to do this to you. WE UNDERSTAND so stick with us. And no more talk of killing yourself. That is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and that temporary problem is fixable.

Keep talking here and ignore the ignorance of others.

What is going on with you right now?

[dominosarah]

Are you going to try and sleep?

[smartgirlbadecisions]

i dont have anything to saaay, too deprressed too distraught. i wiant to die. thank you fo r thr u=support. good nite, i pray you all find comfort.
love, s

[dominosarah]

Yes the posts are gone now.

[littlebit667]

hon, the person that posted on your thread..well, the post is gone.  I did not read it, but I can imagine.  Sometimes you get people like that who are what they call trolls...they live to hurt and damage.  It is very cruel and all can be done is get rid of them as soon as possible.

The pills we take hide a lot of emotions.  I know when I quit, my brain started up and some of the things I had not dealt with because I was high...well, they managed to kick me good.  It took a few days to get it all sorted out.

If you are really afraid you are going to do something to hurt yourself, please reach out to someone who can be with you or call a hotline.
1-800-273-TALK (8255)

What can we do to help??

[Sonrissa]

So just try to calm down! It's ok, now. We are listening! Please tell us your story, and let us help you!

[dominosarah]

I know you are feeling distraught.  You are so worth fighting for.  Do you have anyone with you tonight?

[smartgirlbadecisions]

im so distraught i am just sobbb=ing i cant belieeve hoe betrayed i feel i want to die, i am being honest im not making this up i just want to die

[dominosarah]

Please dont leave.  We need you just as much as you need us.  Dont let that person get you down.  Usually they have more problems than any of us can help with.  

[fpvfembacktobreakfree]

hey chick dont let that stuiped a hole get to u i know it would be hard id be goin off if he wrote that report him he obvisily dont belong here.
please dont leave because of that idiot we love u and ur so wanted here sweetie hang around please much love from oz aj xoxxoxo ((BIGGEST HUGS))