Hi Wilkie,
Ed here, do you want to ring me ?
Ed from across the pond
Wilkie,
You really really need to get outside help. You cannot do this on your own.
Attend a meeting or something, please. Get well.
-SS
thanks everyone for your kind words of support i have to be honest and say i failed today my friend phoned and he was due me£40 from a while back he does'nt know i use as i have been to ashamed to tell him,Anyway as soon as he left i was right on the phone to my dealer im sitting here now totally regreting doing it
But tommorrow is another day iv gave my girlfriend my mobile and i have deleted all the bad numbers even though i can remember one or two but im sure if i stop using then i will soon forget them anyway thanks for reading this im feeling like shite for letting all my loved ones down but it does make me more determined to succseed tommorrow i'll post to let u all know how im doing
good for you for getting this far. Hang in there because it will get better and if you are up for it maybe go to some meetings. Im told they help, even if just temporarily. I am close to what you are going through and as soon as I feel better I am going to go to a meeting.
Well I am glad that you are able to take something to help with the physical WD, Coming off of something like Vocidin or Percosets it took me a good 5-7 days to get to feeling better from the WD, so I could imagine that heroine would be muich worse. I would say you should start feeling better after 3 days but just remember that this will be a daily fight for the rest of your life and and you still have bad days lurking, but hang in there you can win and you are already doing so!
wilkie,
It does sound like its help the physical .I know the mental part is a ***** .Are you getting any counseling any long term recovery care ? I am sure you know you really need to to battle the mental part of this addiction.PLZ keep in contact I really know you can do this .
Avis