methadone,adderall,and clonozepam

[jeannieq]

i take 40mg prozac,1mg twice a day clonozepam,30mg adderall xr and 100mg methadone im tryng to quit smoking cigs.and quit takng methadone but my lifeis very unstable i am blackmailed in a relationship i havnt figured out how to leave yet.we hav a 2yr.old thats y i stay he wont let me take him with me.i hav a record and on probation one more year heis clean. tired and cant stand this life help me by telling me how many of these pills shld i take at one time to go to sleep and stay that way!!

[VICourageous]

This post was 12 hours ago.
I hope they come back. I sure hope you went to get help!!
Hey poster I came off of all 3 of those meds except the prozac a little over 2 years ago..I will see if you come back..This is a nasty and brain destroying combo..Trust Me..!!!!!!!!
Stop & be Free before it is to late and you never come back right..
Bless
I will be Praying that you seek HELP.

[gnarly_1]

Hi  well first off taking a bezo with methadone can be dangerous so im not impressed with the doctor doing this many people have dyed from this combo...im looking at what he perskribed to you and it is like one gets you down the next gets you up and the methadone smooths out life I wiuld get a second opinion all this up and down is not good for you  keep in mind I would get off the methadone b/4 it really has its fanges in you it is a tuff detox but it is doable keep posting for support we all want to see you make it.................Gnarly

[newoutlook12]

We would sure like to hear back from you,  maybe you just need someone to talk to about this we are all here where did you go? There are many strong women on here who would love to help you and most of them have been in your shoes, and went on to find a brighter day! Just please remember your little boy needs u! When I read your post I looked at my 2 year old and started crying. I wish you the best of luck and hope you see you can get past this and have a better life I'll be praying for you and hoping u talk to some of us on here!

[Jinx_777]

sorry, meant son not daughter.  

[Jinx_777]

no she is asking how many pills she would have to take to kill herself.

what you should do is go to the ER and ask them that question and they will admit you and get you all the help you need.
there is NO SHAME in doing that.  i myself have done that very thing.
i did NOT want to leave that place.  i felt safe, cared for and stress free. they eventually told me 'this is not a hotel, you have to go home'.  it will be the best decision  you have ever made.
we all have our breaking points and it sounds like you have reached your's.

do this one thing for yourself and your daughter.  get well and you will be strong enough and well enough to have custody of your son.

please do this for your son. your husband, bf or whatever he is seems to be trying to push you over the edge.  

[NeverAgain127]

Honey, life will get better.  I promise.   Take this one day at a time.   Please please don't do anything to hurt yourself, like "going to sleep and staying that way."  You have a beautiful child who needs you.  

Listen, I'm 52, and i"m not going to sugar-coat it for you: Life is hard. But the strongest souls are full of scars.   Wisdom is healed pain, and you WILL get your life under control if you want to.


I don't know what to tell you regarding getting off meds, except if you can see a doctor, and make arrangements for your child to be cared for, then a hospital or rehab might be the best solution.

12 step programs are life-savers for so many people.   And you are NOT alone.  Some day your son will be grown up and able to say "My mom is a KICK-*** strong lady!"  

Stay with us. Talk.  And talk and talk.   Tell me about your life, your marriage, your days.   People on here really care.   I am going to pray for you.

-NeverAgain

[spider6]

Hi there, welcome.  Please stay around.  What you're asking is clear to me, but I really think you're asking for a reason not to do this.  Sweetie, we have all been where you are emotionally at one time or another.  Why don't you stick around and talk to us, give us a chance to show you why you are so valuable!  I can see one really good reason ......your little baby.  I have three kids and when they where that age, I struggled terribly too.  ....but I know for certain, they would have been much worse off if I ended my life then.  

The drugs account for a huge part of your mental anguish, I promise!  We can help if you give YOURSELF a chance...please.

Tell us more......

[Sonrissa]

Maybe I misunderstood your post. Maybe you are asking for help with sleeping? I'm not sure. Please clarify. We can give you advice and support for quitting pills. I truly hope that is what you are seeking.

[Sonrissa]

Hi Jeannie,  I don't really understand what you are asking.  I'm sure you're not asking us to tell you how many pills it would take to kill yourself, are you? You have a 2 year old. Surely you would not want to leave a 2 year old without his mother, right? Obviously you are going through a lot right now, but talking like this is certainly not the answer.  If you are looking for advice and support for getting off the pills, then we can surely help. You also need some professional help like a doctor, therapist, counselor, etc.  You need to talk to someone about how you are feeling.

Please don't give up. There is always hope. You can change your life and your circumstances. You do not have to live like this. Your little boy needs his mother, and his mother needs some help. I will keep you in my prayers.