I began seeing a pain management specialist last May who put me on methadone 40 mgs a day. I was doing pretty well, but after a few months I requested a fentanyl pain patch after researching that it may help my issues a little better. I was concerned I might go into withdrawal when switching, but she assured me I wouldnt. I was so sick I thought I would die. I called at least twenty times that week with no answer. She finally called back, and said to bring back all the remaining patches and she would give me another prescription for methadone. I didnt have the exact amount so I was kicked out. I may have been one or two off. I was forced to go to a methadone clinic even though I am not an addict because she blackballed me from every doctor in town for that one incident! I couldnt get off of it myself. Liquid methadone was not the same. I needed 70 mg for pain relief. I finally found another Dr after three months of methadone clinic hell. He said he would give me methadone but only 30mg and zanaflex, and after a month, well see what we can do. Im in serious withdrawal on day five. What can I do? I dont want to bother the dr its my last hope!! But I have two kids to take care of! I have severe scoliosis, sacrolitiiis, hip bursitis, and fibromyalgia. Any ideas, help?! Thanks!