just came on here for a few to re read all the posts. I had a great day now i'm up every hr and cant sleep, having one of those nights. atleast my mind is not swarming with gyuilty or bad thoughts , I just cant stay asleep. I'm gonna post you, my new friends to death. It's the only thing that is helping. Goodnight all, hopefully I can sleep and leave you alone til tomorrow, just getting some strength. It's hard to stay up when I could use and pass out but i'm enduring.
Thanks brad! I just don't feel crappy, I hope it's like this for as long as I need, i'm really surprised about how good I feel, on the dose I'm taking. I couldnt get outta bed with out a buzz before bro!
Ok I read about paws, can that happen to people only abusing for less than a year? That ***** if so!
Hey Bro, Sounds like your doing great!! Funny you mentioned cutting grass, I remember when I could not even mow the lawn w/ out having a buzz from the pills. It gets so much better. It`s a big weight lifted off your shoulders.
Keep it up you da` man Brad
Awesome work co872!! You're doing great and way to go on finding stuff to do to occupy your mind to help fight temptation!
I'm not sure if it's wise to start the amino acid protocol before you go ct or not but well, I started my hubby on it the very night he went cold turkey. From what I've read about the amino acid protocol it's gotten high ratings, it might be worth looking into. Look on the bottom right of this page and you'll see it.
Congratulations on taking one day at a time and moving in the right direction!! You're right, you CAN do this. *hugs*
By the way Michiganguy328 what is paws?