hey mike, like everyone else has said, keep hanging in there. i had to go to rehab myself and at the time i didn't think it did any good. but looking back 18 months later i realize that it saved my life. i really don't know what you've been using but i had been injecting dilaudid, morphine and demerol when i went into rehab. withdrawal was pure hell but being able to talk about my problem and why i was using turned out to be helpful in the long run. i can now identify my triggers and avoid them as best as possible. it's been a long hard road but i'm glad i stuck it out. you can do it too. i'm here if you need me. i'll be gone for several hours today. i've got a 6 hour road trip with 3 kids to go on. fun, fun, fun. but i'll be back tonight and i'll check on you. i'm not leaving until around 3pm eastern time if you need to pm me. be proud of yourself for making it this far, i know i am.
Morning Mike!!!
I really am happy for you to be at 5 days!! Congratulations!!
Keep hanging in there!!
If you are even thinking you should seek rehab, look in to it. If you don't like what you find out you don't have to go, but at least you will be informed.
Oh, those emotions and feelings are going to come back, and when they do you will find it difficult to shut them up. I remember that feeling of being numb and not having to really feel. Actually it's really nice to be able to again.
Five days of no use is incredible! This is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, give yourself a lot of credit for the courage you have shown. It was almost a month before I really woke up and said "wow I'm actually glad to be here". You will get there. DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!
You are in my prayers and thoughts today,
Lisa
hey my friend mike. i am glad you are holding on...all you need is to hold on by a thread and so you are dangling. lol mike you know you can do this. mentally it will do everything it can to break you. just hold on. day 6 means you are getting closer. you know i am here if you need me. much love and many prayers
cathy